So every year National Coming Out Day comes around and I think about my own coming out process and where I’m currently at with it. See the day is presumably about telling other people (or coming to terms...(certain memories of) my character. But really, if all I get out of this is living more fully, being able to connect with others on a deeper level, and letting my guard down, I'm good with that too.

I'm much better .Thx for your sweet comments - they mean a lot to me.I'm on vacation right now ( 1 week ) and I have lots of time to work on my upcoming movie .I'll have dinner with one of the actors.... .Leona Lewis - Forgive Me. ....it's such a cheerful song..I just have to start smiling when I hear it.The video is pretty good to.Check it out HERE . I also have a new picture uploaded.....

OMFG !!!! I just saw the Madonna Sticky & Sweet Tourbook ( click here for scans of the tourbook ). This is  absofuckin'lutely the most gorgeous tourbook ever .Madge looks FIERCE and incredbly...in October.I still need a few pictures but the weather had been too bad all these days.I hope tomorrow it's at least not raining. NIGHTY NIGHT LOVAZ.... I'm ON MY JOURNEY TO OZ - SLEEP WEEL! Sina

good evening fellows.new layout here at fame&glory - hope y'all like it.I also made the LJ public for all visitors, as 50 % of my friends wanna read my stuff , but are too lazy to register at LJ...so much clearer  - and more detailed. a lot of questions come up that you probably wouldn't have asked yourself. yah...I don't know what to write anymore...guess it's time for bed. nighty night.

Okay.I've been listening to Kylie Minogues "Flower" for about 5 hours.In combination with the video it's unbearable .It's so damn sad and the lyrics are so ...well...  - sad ?!?! ( Check out the live...poor guy.now I'll be burning in hell for bad karma and using other peoples feelings to my advantage. CENSORED ...... THERE I HAVE IT! BTW: I HAVE A NEW PICTURE ONLINE _ AFTER THE CUT

I am pretty confused . CENSORED

Hey guys!! (I don't know why I say guys cause barely anyone reads this. I just like to.) Oh my gosh!! Last night I finally brought up the courage to IM him... And it worked out well! It was soooo sweet...art of an apple today and now I'm having some coffee. I've had about 100 calories today so I'm happy. I don't think I'll revert back to counting every calorie again, but I do want to loose some weight.