Acting Troupe Check List: 1.) Worry over and bomb audition - check 2.) Worry some more over how badly you did and wonder if you'll get in - check 3.) Check the bulletin board compulsively for callback...I'll get to see my friends even though they're all speaking parts. I wanna know what scenes I'm in and the songs and I can't wait for costumes and makeup and hair and blocking and everything!!!!

My grandfather is dying. He has had diabeties and he is around 89 years old, and he finally gets a disease from one of the many cruises he has been on. Currently, he sits in the hospital, leaving my grandmother...liking someone who probably doesnt like you back; i dont know how to go for it without being desperate. Fuckers. :-) Blessing to my mom (feel better!), granddad (get better.), and nana (i love you)