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I've briefly stopped my laugh-induced hyperventilation from last night's SPN to ask: Did anyone happen to record the entire Spike TV Scream Awards and have it in digital format? Or know where I could download the entire thing? I have it on a VHS...which is basically just a huge FAIL...and I've searched everywhere I can think of with no luck. :(

THIS IS SO MUCH WIN: WALLPAPER BEAUTY by tinkabell007 THIS IS SO MUCH NOT WIN IT'S MORE LIKE FAILBOTTERY: SS: Can you tell us some fun secrets or stories about your buddy Jensen? JM...that decision. - Source I lit the back yard on fire once. WHEN I WAS ELEVEN. We'll just say they were suffering for art. *nods* ... ELEVEN. \0\ \0/ /0/ NEW SUPERNATURAL YAY! \0\ \0/ /0

Now that we're a couple episodes into this season of Supernatural , I can see why you guys were so excited at Comic Con. Do you feel like you're running around an amusement park everyday since there's... Uh...it's dusty...something flew in my eye." "There are onions behind me." "Yeah, I had onions for lunch." [fake sniffles] Source: http://blog.zap2it.com/scifi/2008/10/scream-awards-1.html

If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too: If you can wait and...much: If you can fill the unforgiving minute With sixty seconds' worth of distance run, Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it, And---which is more---you'll be a Man, my son! Rudyard Kipling

... means that your beloved son who lives two states away from you will die tonight alone and scared and in pain in an emergency room bed attached to wires and tubes - take his last breath alone - because his boyfriend, whom you never accepted, will not be allowed to stay with him or handle any of the permission forms needed to save his life. Good night, sweet prince.

quick note: I've removed about the least-used 10-20% of tags (literally by usage level). I give it five minutes until you bastards use them all up again ;) am very busy at the moment, so squint and pretend this is an hilarious goth macro: [ 8 ...] bonus points for guessing what it is/says.

Very rarely do I find a quote that so summarily pinpoints the leverage of my current existence. I'm going to post it again: "Arrogance without humility is a recipe for high-concept irrelevance. Humility...a kid, read a book and watch a movie that's been in my queue for months, "The Wind That Shakes the Barley". I might even fall asleep. Several times. And maybe I'll wake up knowing what I really want

I need to get out of this goddamn job. I need to. I just can't do this anymore. I almost fucking killed those bitches this weekend. I can't deal with their idiocy. If it wasn't fucking life and death...to keep them away from the room with when, thank God, the Attending Heart Surgeon and CT Fellows who know what they're doing showed up. And what do you know, they ended up getting the echo machine.