... Where I am. You seem so out of context, in this gaudy apartment complex. A stranger with your door key, explaining that I am just visiting. And I am finally seeing, Why I was the one worth leaving. The district sleeps alone tonight after the bars turn out their lights, And send the autos swerving into the loneliest evening, And I am finally seeing, Why I was the one worth leaving.  

I hate where I am in life. I hate who I have become. I am completely and utterly happy before i enter this household. They have no idea how good they have it. No drugs in my system, no arrests, arrives...today actually, and i suddenly felt like i was looking at a completely different person. I didnt even know who he was. I guess that helped to create some closer, but now I need someone, desperately

my day was horrible so of course its a wednesday my least favorite day after monday i woke up at 6:47 my bus comes at 7:04 but i made it, barley and its 1st period and im doing a computer graphics project...latley i feel im left out of things and im so secluded and im fighting with my mom so much its just not normal i think i just need to vent for a bit this helped now back to revising my college essa

Sometimes I really wanna be alone Just me Sometimes I wish I had my twin Just us Coz it’s difficult to mix with them Those who share different views of life   Even though they are my best friends I just can’t seem to mix completely with them And I’ll always believe what I think is right Because in the end One’s ego will always win in the mind

About this time last year I was in a pit of snakes, all in all I'm well off. I suppose that does make me feel good. If I didn't know any better, I'd say the deities are trying to place nice. However, I...get out of the fucking apartment stretch. Indulge me? Private to Styles; I'm working on it. The logistics are a bitch. Private//Unhackable Things to Do -Buy more explosives - Move -Alibi

I am not ready to face the world on my own. I need to be someone's sidekick. I am not ready to be a leader. I need my friend. Why does she have to be on the other side of the country? WHY OH WHY?! ..I NEED YOU! WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?!

You never leave me alone. I can never leave it alone. The way you walk into my life like a tornado - I'm staring into your eyes, the eye of the storm, the calm. You calm me, you level me. like an earthquake - it was peaceful until you decided to shake things up. You devastate me and leave me unleveled. like a tsunami - wash away every feeling I ever had for anyone else, it seems. [But that's not...

I can't sleep. I'm troubled. And have been for awhile, but with no one to talk to, so it just stays there. I don't even know how I really feel.  It could be depression, but after years of seeing the...contained.  Part of me actually worries I might end up going insane, for real, haha, but I believe I do have enough control to keep that from happening anytime soon! I just really need someone. 

so staying here by myself is turning out to be not so much fun. i got in the bath at about 9:15 and was reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. i'm close to the end, so i stayed in the bath for...threw up with some of the let down, so i had to sit down and have a smoke and share my story. ugh! ok. i'm gonna go back to reading my book - in bed this time - until i pass out from exhaustion

...wouldn't normally put something up like this, but as you know, i like zombie stuff, and it IS getting close to halloween, soooo... anchorman of the dead in other news, i'm having a situation... a delicate one. i won't share, much. i like being alone.  i don't want to change that.  there, that about sums it up. maybe i should get that tattooed on me. either that or something like  "i