i know im not suppose to "take is slow nor ride it low" now, but well, everyone knows about the turtle and rabbit story i assumed? okay, prelims are arriving way faster then F1 race cars cause there never...about who you really are sometimes doesn't it? hahaha. no, im not crazy yet, im still very much sane! so PSSSS. im going to be a happy girl! and bring happiness to others as well! yipeeeeeeeeeee(

So this is a reboot of sorts. I made a promise, so I can't return to my old journal, plus I'm not really that guy anymore (I hope). So I'm starting anew here. Posting regularly has become something of a problem for me. Let's see if I can keep it up here.

Ecstasy has breathed its last breath but with that breath another board has arose in its place: FLOURISH MB Please join us as we start anew and make a new home.

hahaha man good stuff Dex your so far away???? what happened lol but its cool i would give almost anything to be there ahh im soo jealous but i would miss my friends too much michelle is gradutaing...it head on or so to speak, hmm well im outta here for now. i feel like i still want to say something but i've been sitting here for an hour now and i can't think of or remember what it was... :[ baite

i am starting to think and consider starting anew... basically, that's it...press the reset button... i know i can't really start back from the beginning... but maybe, i really need to stop holding on to a past that won't have any fruit... accept to myself that there won't be any hope... time to release the bonds i made, cut those that won't be of any use to me anymore, or at least ignore those...

at the end of the semester, during winter break I decided not to return to Cottey College in Missouri. you can make all the jokes you want about this, but i was literally miserable, the only thing that...is one of the best things about being back. and of course I was a bit heartsick for being so far away from boyfriend, david. this is just to let anyone who didn't know, well... know about everything

So, I guess I'm starting fresh. Well I'm trying to start anew. This is about as good as it will get to be new. ........................................................................................................................... I'm starting over, from square one. I'm don't have any room to go back. I am just going to walk forward from here. No more unexpected forks in the road. No more...

i don't understand how things can go from the top of the world one second and then it all turns around. i'm really upset. i have put in so much effort to me and kasey's friendship yet she hasn't done...give me the strength. im going to stand up for myself. im going to be confident. im going to be me. (L) thats how im going to live my life. please lord help me give me the strength. karmen out!

...look the same.   But granted, we probably all look like bums to them. We walked in and as we approached the counter the kids turned to leave.  As they faced us we looked in their eyes and we knew.  Anew... So me and tristan shared a look, a quiet chuckle and continued on our quest for warm nutrition.  As we were ordering our food we hear someone shout from behind us, "FORTNIGHT SUCKS!"  I looked...

I can't believe I'm actually this stressed out, but I'm still not working on my homework. I just want to draw and that is about it. I'll eventually get everything done, but I don't care... I feel like...days, I just needed a reminder. In the meantime, enjoy any of my earlier posts for a laugh. The End. No seriously this post is over.. Leave now! Caitlin (Isabelle, Lin) depending who you are