Title : Dancing With Ana Author : Musette Choiseul Rating : PG-13 Warning : There is language and self-hate. There is also Anorexia/Bulimia tendencies. Pairing : Edward/Bella and Rosalie/Bella friendship. Genre : Romance/Hurt/Comfort/Drama Spoilers : Umm....nothing that I can think of. Summary : No! You can't say anything to him! Please! I promise I'll stop!" Rosalie frowned. "Fine. But the...

My name is Maura. I have been bulimic for over 4 years. Actually,you could call it bulimarexia. See, I don't binge, or overeat. I simply vomit everything I eat. On top of that, for months or weeks at... and my depression when it was reflected in those 0's. So if you want to tell me to get help, just fuck off. I'd probably kill myself if they made me see a self righteous shrink again. Connect

я звичайна дівчина 17-ти років із українського передмістя. як і усі я закінчую школу, здаю ЗНО, екзамени та намагаюся вступити до університету. та більш за все я переймаюся своєю вагою і фігурою. мій ріст...хоче мені купляти новий одяг (хоча знає як я цього чекала!) і зовсім не через брак грошей. вона просто не хоче. а я хочу. я схудну і навіть мої старі речі будуть на мені сидіти ідеально. успіху мені :-

Im so stressed out right now! My mum threw out our scales. so i have noway of making a new goal wieght. im so angry, and fat   >:( i just wanna be skinny ffs! it hurts more to feel full than to be starving. & at least if im not eating, then im making it worth whilee. i just need help. should i go out and by some scales? Lol.

Dear Diary Do you have any idea what its like to gain 10 pounds in 2 weeks?? slowly escalading from your once cute figure into a nasty beast without having anyway to stop it? didn't think so....I could've...probably...i will always remain this way, i will always hate myself, i am a self fufilling prophecy that doesn't want to change, even if i tell myself different. control...without it i am nothing.