I am fucking ridiculous. Just so i have that clear in my head. I am completely and totally fucking ridiculous. There are a slew of reasons why I am fucking ridiculous, top of which being I just shelled...since I totally blanked in the Sanc today. Must have the lamest healing factor ever, I swear. Fuck. I don't even know. For once I feel stupider than people think I am though, for sure. For fucking sure

Allistar wakes among the dead, a body on top of a body stacked atop another body. Cold stiff limbs and the faint smell of new death and aged copper of blood somewhere close by. It numbs him in ways his...with so much anger coiled around him, in every fiber of his being. Allistar Ethan Hackett is rage personified. He slaughters them all. He doesn't leave any of them behind. And he is so damn sorry

What Allistar learns comes in clips and phrases, things he parses when the door is briefly opened. They don't tell him anything and he returns the favor which displeases them. Why was he at the store?...suspects he doesn't have to where they are now. Her smile freezes him, her hands on his cheeks pulling him close. Her lips are ice on his forehead and Allistar sees nothing else, feels nothing else

He PINs in among smoldering ash and is instantly reminded of prohibition and book burnings and anti mutant raids. His head hurts with it, an entire set of years reduced to ash and his heart twists because...he doesn't know. But someone else does. And they don't like Allistar screwing around where he doesn't belong. He doesn't belong in the burnt out store so he is removed . He's bad at playing hero

She asked for my help. I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't go, shouldn't care, but she asked . I can't turn my back on that, even if she's treated me poorly. Even if I know nobody will understand. I'm sorry...go. I have to do this. Sorry. I hope I'm just being dramatic, but either way, don't worry. I probably am. But. Whatever. She needs me. I'm gonna find her. Gonna help. Playing hero one more time

He is invincible in his own mind. Prom went off, more or less anyway, without a hitch; everyone loved it and him, and Allistar could not be more pleased. The attention was amazing, in addition to all the... He sets aside all bitter feelings, everything the Nexus has shoved his way the last day or so, and he goes. Unfortunately, Allistar Ethan Hackett was never really cut out for the hero business

I've decided to go ahead and make the attempt to teach myself a new language -- an endeavor that is sure to result in headaches and frustration, but one that I've been thinking about for a long time. ...beginning of a handle on basic vocabulary and pronunciation, I'll be able to justify the time and the expense of a class . . . At any rate, it's kind of exciting, giving myself a project like this

Today's plan was to paint the roof of the allotment shed with some bitumen paint to make it a bit more waterproof for the winter. Unfortunately, when Rob went up the ladder to assess the job, it became...attached and flung the water collected on it all over me... Oh well. At least it was warm, I suppose. So tomorrow it's off to B&Q for some roofing felt. But we're going walking in Dovedale first

BAND AND DJ: Tez [bhaalitebard] dj; Bill and Ted/Wyld Stallyns [sigmundfrood] band; DONATIONS: Metody [Metody_green]; Jess [greenisnewcool]; Max [knows_too_much]; May [webstunner]; Tony freakin' Stark...[lovetherunning]; Lilith [yourbadwolf]; ....this is either going to be fantastic or horrible and I am worried I am gonna ruin it. Crap. Not prom related: need to think of somewhere to go after

Ok, so it's been over a year since I started posting on LJ.  There are some LJ related goals that need addressing, both old and new, so, in an effort to force myself to give them some attention, I'm putting...  Sort of. 1.  Finish naye Hey, if you clear your plate, so to speak, maybe you can even participate in NaNoWriMo this year -- kick start that novel you've been dreaming of publishing!