I'll fucking get her, you have no fucking idea. I don't know when where or even how but I'll get her, I'll get her good. You know what she did tonight, as if I don't read her fucking blog? She says she's...fucking think about putting a gun to my fucking head. She's going to get it, she really is....I'll fucking do something....anything...I just want it to stop. WWJD....What would JIGSAW do? ~Monica

It's been ages since i last let you in on my life. :( and its because lately everything has been an muddled jumble of shit that i can't control. Me and mark got back together after the formal and i was...here writing my stories, staring at my blank essay sheet. Singing songs in my head, dreaming of better days. Trying to forget everything that has happened. But it wont go away, it never will....

you know what its like but do you point your long, dirty, bony digit in my face and spit upon it with your drivel of bullshit your lies flooding from your mouth like the blood from my face and you say...vindicate myself but you do it perfectly and i dont know how to save myself either from this harm that befalls me or the lack of you, beside me in my bed within my arms in each others hearts i love you

Well I'm not always good at expressing my feelings most of the time, but there is one man who can sum up every emotion and every feeling and every pain that burdens my body and make something so perfect it...the storm, set it off and the sun burnt out tonight A reception less than warm, set it off and the sun burnt out tonight whoa, yeah the sun burnt out tonight(whoa yeah) the sun burnt out tonight

I don't even know the words to say.  There aren't any.  Betrayal.  Disloyal.  Lies.  Wait - there are indeed words.  And I've heard them and spoken them, before.  One too many times, before.  Before.  Before.  Before. She knew too.  And she fell right in line with all the rest.  Is there no one trustworthy in this day?  Is there no one with standards and morals.  Is temptation and attention worth...

Ok so right now I dont have access to the computer on the weekends so LJing at the library is just going to have to do until monday nite. It seems as though whatever friendship Alicia and i have...to her by Paul shes not gunna have anyone close to her to comfort her. Im just gunna stand there and laugh. Heartless? Maybe. but she deserves it and sometimes you gotta be cruel to be kind right

That did not work at all. It started out well, since Evan and some guy whose name I can't remember were the only ones in the club office, so I got to sit, eat some food, and laugh a little. But then it...back to haunt me. That's the only explanation. After more than 2 years, what I had finally put behind me is coming back. If this keeps up, I don't know how much longer I can stay at this school.  

I ran. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. I didn't want to look back on them. I didn't want to see their smiling faces all giving me sympathy. So I ran. I imagined I was the wind being carried away...from false dreams. I ended running away from fake bystanders, fascists of the "nothing" generation. I ended running away from my enemies, the people I hate. I ended because of my family. ...I am free

cogs were being spun messages delivered things to be handled letters written some calling in favors others apologizing some trying to end it all on good terms and then blam i get a phone call that...jump through hoops to see you cause we both know youll feel like shit if this happens to me and at the rate this is going with the people i am now associating with its only a matter of time (i hope

Nilson.. ah Nilson.. He will never learn how to move on, will he? He would drone on and on about my break up with May. What's the big deal? It's not his problem. It's his fault he's picking sides when...don't betray HER. Nilson can't do that but he can if he tries. Just butt out of our business, won't you Nilson? Don't talk to me and back off of all my friends who stuck to my side. Colin was no use