Went to doctor and I've lost 6lbs. She feels that themedication I was on for 3 months is finally out of my system and now that body is back to normal I'll lose more weight and lose the 30lbs I need to...fucked revealing that they had her would only have made things worse so she was killed and the body was destroyed... I know really pleasant conversation for a 8 year old but I was that kind of kid..

I don't want to go to work tomorrow, but I'm going to make an honest effort...Even though, I need to mail a package that the fucktard post office won't accept because of how it's wrapped but the only thing.... It's just hard to listen to and try to not be coddeling to her but also not sound like I'm heartless.. I miss Hex! I really do, I loved that show..I wish there were more shows out there like Hex.

So I cleaned my apartment, it's not done completely but it is a start. I'm at Shona's now cat sitting and doing laundry since one of the kitties harffed up a hairball on the bed last night but her neighbor...work at 7. There is a nasty rumor going around that Ritters is going to close because UPMC bought the land that the double wide sits on..I hope not, really they've the best freaking coffee ever.

I'm really unhappy with myself.. I totally flubbed an assignment for school. I was so worried about an upcomming department review of my work thus far that I handed in the paper I was writing and realized...on her bed.. One of the kitties harfed up a hairball on them today and one of her neighbors had the washer busy so I couldn't do them tonight. I also want to give her apartment a good clean as well

At work they changed our log in systems.. Ok so I though all was well, but nope apparently my log in ID is not in the system so it basically looks as if I wasn't there since the 17th of July.. Luckily...them. I know my friend Doug would kill me for bad mouthing Barbie but you know ..I'm just saying.. I swear MoJo can hear a bag of cat treats opening from the next room. She is such a total food whore.

So after 3 weeks of phone calls and flipping out and everything else. I finally got a call back fromt he original doctor I went to see in the first place..3 FRAKKIN weeks that is ridiculous, and so now...here everyday when I lived really close to it any ways, I was really into The Quiet Storm, but since their hours are all wonky now I hardly go there anymore and I'm literally a2 second walk from it

So I was pissing and moaning about being fat to Blanche today and she was like.."Remember when you visited that summer and you were like a size 4..Why don't you just go back on that diet .." Uhm yeah I...pretty happy that way.. Work was pretty low key and I was able to get a lot of stuff done I still have some school work I need to do, but that will have to wait til tomorrow. I need to go to bed

So, I go into the post office on Grant St to mail a package and yes I did wrap it pretty hardcore since the item is breakable and going across the country. So I get up to the counter and the chick goes...was funny no really how should I package this to mail to Seattle without it shattering to a bizillion pieces?" If you all get a chance, you have to watch Conan doing his Dumbledore on the town skit..

No really that's what today was! First let me say I really like my doctor, but I needed to get in to see someone right away before I get any fatter so I took an appointment with the nurse practioner. She...with the cats and cleaning up. I also tried to make feta rolls but I failed miserablly. I don't get it, my Mother and my Grandmother were/are fabulous cooks, I on the other hand can't boil water.

I guess it's not fair to blame Monday since Frank McCourt died on Sunday but it will be on my mind for the rest of the day.. Somehow I managed to brew really weak coffee this morning. I'm brewing a new...paperwork and clean out some pending stuff. I was there to take customer service/take over calls but I didn't get a single one. I'm sure today will be crazy so I'm preparing myself for complete chaos