Today is a low point for me. I've had worse days, but this one ranks in the top 10 for sure. Today, I hate Japan. I hate kids. I hate myself. No explanation will be given, nor is it really needed. I don't want to relive today. Just tell me I'm pretty and smart and give me a virtual hug and tomorrow I will start fresh.

A Little Downtime As you might know, LiveJournal still runs on the Six Apart servers. 6A is taking a little downtime for maintenance, which means so are we. You won't be able to access the site on October...also offers increased roaming capacity for Frank. -- Just wanted to share this information with you. In case you didn't know :) Time to get the LJ Blackout Club up & Running :) lol Lulz chat???

... I must introduce it to Jean and make her like it; having theoretical nieces and nephews named Hazel, Amity, Conor, and Elliott would be fun, and then I wouldn't feel bad about it as much. Or maybe Boo. I have no idea what her name tastes are lately, truthfully. Jean's always been one of those plan-pretend-weddings kind of girls, and of course we're bffs, so I can just make her cough up names whenever...

Puppy died and it was my fault for not watching him...I shouldn't have gone out that night :(  I feel really fucked up.

ah god, I need to turn this whole lj friends only. Or at least the posts I wouldn't want people I know in rl to see... which would be like 95%. Shit shit shit. Thing is, you have to have a paid account...think I've ever laughed so much for an episode. Dean ♥ - got a new computer! Firefox doesn't take five hours to load anymore. Hurrah. - BARÇA!!!!!!!!! Go team :D Going to catch up with my fl now :

University is going quite well - if you ignore physics and calculus.  Also, my internet is garbage, everything is mega slow.  Also, still single = sucks.

...сложнее "hello world" напрочь отказываются работать. Думаю, ладно, бывает - всё-таки CTP. Ставлю последнюю стабильную версию и... абсолютно ничего не меняется. Nemerle идёт лесом. Ставлю Boo . Тоже что-то о нём слышал, но, как говорится, лучше один раз увидеть. Оказалось, этот язык создан под влиянием питона и, соответственно, унаследовал от него синтаксис и кучу pythonic-фич. Тем лучше...

Atiqah wants me to write something emo for her school thing. So... let's see if the muse decides to cooperate today while high on bitter medicine. Anyway, $44.40 on my medical bill. (... which madde...state, but I felt my heart cringe while reading this . It's slash, so homophobes might want to keep away. Though I don't know why you're reading my LJ if you're homophobic in the first place.

1. What are two foods you might indulge in after a stressful day? a) cheesecake b) popovers 2. Which two beverages do you find soothing and delicious? a) jasmine tea b) rose iced tea 3. What two...never get tired of. a) E.S.Posthumous - Nara b) Cheryl Wheeler - Ghandi/Buddha 7. Lastly, what do you like to do to unwind after a hard day? a) read something happy b) take a nap with a cat

Gotta wait for the doctor's office to open at 8a then I'm making an appointment. Fortunately for me, the Bosslady told me to take today off if I don't feel well. I wrote her an email stating that I'm...the other dogs barking outside and gets all riled up and barks with FULL ON LOUD LAB GUSTO inside the house and just stays here barking. We tell him "NO BARK" but he just doesn't seem to get it. Ugh