There 168 hours in every week. Think of all the things you do. Make a list of all of them. Figure out how much time you spend on each of them. Add them all up. If you got more than 168, you need to do it again or re-schedule. Make sure you have time for your classes and outside study. How are you going to use your time ?

I did it!! It wasn't too bad either :D. ------ On another note, my friend has just taken back her boyfriend who dumped her yesterday. FOR GODS SAKE! You don't take back someone who has dumped you...I still have feelings for him sometimes. I haven't spoken to him or seen him in a year. I do miss him. Even though we were never friends or anything. We just sat next to each other in most classes.

Oh no. I'm nervous already. I'm getting palpitations, you know, thumping heart. I'm not on any happy pills (anti depressants for my anxiety) so I'm really gonna be feeling the anxiety today. I keep...kids that are gonna be there. It doesn't make me feel so good I can tell you. What's worse is that I'm on my period, so I'm not feeling a hundred percent anyways. Oh the joys of being a teenager.

I had a doctors appointment this afternoon, about my headaches. Turns out I get migranes, there isn't any medication that they can give me because I'm only fourteen, and it might give me a reaction...tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to it. Hopefully I wont have an anxiety attack in the morning. I feel pretty terrible at the moment. Backache, stomach ache, headache, neckache. Eugh. Peace.

"The world is a tragedy to those who feel, but a comedy to those who think." Horace Walpole What a weird day it was today. First day back after exams. Had a year meeting and it was MUCK UP day...off your face cuz you aint ever gonna burn my heart out And so, sally can wait She knows its too late as shes walking on by My soul slides away But dont look back in anger I heard you say ...

"Enjoy your own life without comparing it with that of another." Marquis de Condorcet Got to sleep in this morning. Sweeet. Met Laura at 10 30 am in the city. Went to Starbucks, where we did some...tease  I'm a goddess on my knees  When you hurt, when you suffer  I'm your angel undercover  I've been numb, I'm revived  Can't say I'm not alive  You know I wouldn't want it any other way  ...  

"Life itself still remains a very effective therapist" Karen Horney Home from another round of exams...at least it's only one a day this time round. Just had ancient history...very very bad. One...when all you need is a knife It's meeting the man of my dreams And then meeting his beautiful wife And isn't it ironic...don't you think A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think... ...

Hey Ho. I had my Business Studies exam today...oh god there was so much shit I didn't know. I was on to the last section after about 25 minutes...only took me all up 50 minutes to do...had an extra 40...English for tomorrow. Might re watch Cabaret, or just snippets. Kind of sick of it. Goodbye To Berlin was good though. Hope I do well. Got to practice and learn quotes and techniques. Oh so long....

"I've always made a total effort, even when the odds seemed entirely against me. I never quit trying; I never felt that I didn't have a chance to win." Arnold Palmer I am quite nervous. I have my business...bop) Shes giving me excitations (oom bop bop excitations) Close my eyes Shes somehow closer now Softly smile, I know she must be kind When I look in her eyes She goes with me to a blossom world ...

"Dare to be wrong and to dream." Freidrich von Schiller Exams tomorrow. Business Studies first!...I am screwed royally...I have done no notes or anything. Damn it. Got my Modern test back today...America All my life There's panic in America Oh Oh Oh, Oh she's lost in America Oh Oh Oh, Oh Tell me how does it feel? Tell me how does it feel? Tell me how does it feel? Tell me how does it feel? ...