...you I don't bitch When they tell me good news I am happy for them I don't say -I found the fat you lost... its on my ass -I'd be rich too if I were killing myself -guys like you cause you obviously can't keep your legs closed and well everyone likes fat black women... Honestly the more I think about the shit you say to me the more I think this friendship isn't gonna work. Can't you just be happy...

...it so much harder To believe this is right   To believe that this is my choice My only choice, the only way out.   Water drips from my beak It makes ripples in my reflection Those are ripples I can't control The effects of the first drop They spread outward Slowly moving towards your feet They are so close But they do not reach   I turn my head I can't deal with this I can't go back...

This will be w-inds. upcoming 25th single, Can't get back, which will be released on 2008.11.26 Love this song so much!! The dance moves are sexy as well. (^o^)v I am totally thrilled with this new single.. it comes with 3 editions!! Do listen to it carefully and enjoy! It's a lovely and beautiful song. The melody at the beginning of it is really really nice!! get it from here. scroll down to the...

...it. Oh how I wish I was. I probably have Aspegers, I'm socially awkward, and it doesn;t get easier with age, I just get better at pretending to be normal for a while. I wish I didn't have to. I can't hear music, sing, play an instrument. I wish I could. I can't draw. I wish I could. Silly, I know, with so many other things i wish were different. We all have things we wish were different, for...

...know that i don't do abbreviations, and if you don't really know me you'll figure out that i spell everything out. its funny because almost everybody i know abbreviate. hahaha. I mean its not like i can't abbreviate i really can't because if i do i get all confused with whatever im say or typing. Some people don't mind but some people are like "its easier to type that way" but  not for me its wayyyyyyyyy...

hey itz pooqp h3r3 im so xit3d this iz mai jern3l yay first entry im at walmart working today poozp was sick :( mr haggardz ate a duck but barfed it up on the welcome mat and poo ape and poomp are being...on the way out ronald is gonna be mad he told poo ape its bad for his colesterall anywy ya got to see if poozp is any better n hope mr haggardz stops eating duckz thts not kool got a custemer g2g pooq

...liking you so much. But I'm used to being genetically strange. Just as much as I'm used to using my brain. Which is most of the time. And none of the time. Because I'd rather learn from my own mistakes. Than the ones of others. And I'm sorry that I'm so cryptic It helps me hide beneath my covers. .I Can't Stand How Much I Love You Even Though This Is One Sided Forever And Always. hardedged

Seeing as all you Titans-Server twits like to read my journal anyway, I figured I'd give you something to read about. As you can see already I've deleted my account on the TS forum. "Everyone" there hates me anyway, right? So all of you should be pretty happy about that. You guys can never let anything go. I made a mistake in the past, I know that, and I've tried to make up for it. I've apologized...

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