Cedar comes back to the city with no name in the spring. It’s cold and grey and raining, a soft, persistent rain that catches all the brightness of the new growth. She’s been walking for a week and a half and she’s sore tired. Her legs ache like puberty. She pauses for a second on the road down through the suburbs and watches the lights flickering on in the towers of downtown. She hasn’t been through...

It seems every time I come on here to update, something happens and it's just not worth typing a million times because the story is always different. Ryder - He's gaining beautifully, up to almost 8 1/2...anywhere, it means exactly what it says I mean. That I need time, and that I can't deal with your bullshit. To put it in crude terms. I'm being selfish right now, yes I know, but I have that right

... So, the one-week September vacation was wasted away. I testify to that. Oh, brill :( Updates, as promised: 29 August 2008 For Teachers' Day (okay I know this was so long ago), went back to Cedar. Skipped school over at the SA side, HAHA. Things have changed quite a bit back there, and going to the holding site just doesn't bring back enough memories that I would've hoped for. Nevertheless...

...this other blanket he was offering. He clearly didn't want to help me at all. What a douche. NEVER ORDER ANYTHING FROM FJORN SCANDINAVIAN!!!!!!! 2. very cool lady I get these chickpea salads from cedar's and take them to work. they are really tasty, pretty nutritious, filling, and overall I really like them. But within the last 6 or so that I've gotten, 4 of them were spoiled. I sent cedar's an...

... Especially the sprinting events, of course :) Seeing them run always hypes me up and causes an adrenaline rush throughout my body, as much as I sound crazy now! And most of all, it reminds me of my Cedar Track days. Oh, how I miss those days. ): I think I felt it was tough then... But each time I watch these athletes run with such crazy speed & determination, it just makes me wanna pick up my trusty...

...still be Yes I DO have a Choice except many a times, I choose to react negatively (although it is seen as a positive outlook to me) And somehow, I chose to give up on the philosophy I learnt from Cedar, from my AMaths teacher - Mrs Chew. The poster I brought home stated " Give the world the best you have & the best will come back to you" I suppose I stopped believing in it when I stopped giving...

...all, You're my wonderwall National day celebrations on Friday. The only thing I enjoyed was dressing up Bano, and having some fun with friends; the programme was quite boring as compared to Cedar's. I miss those community singing in the dark hall back in Cedar, omg. I miss Cedar so much D: In fact, the company back then was awesome, and though putting the National Day Programme was not an...

...while I relied on dishonesty Well in love, we are but amateurs at best I kinda miss times like these when we could do nothing but hang out, make out :B It reminds me so much of Cedar and then I think about Ping and everything we went through. Tell me we can make it all happen again; ♥ But everything else about life is just D: And I couldn't be bothered to make myself...

...to watch a silent telecast of the Ceremony 'CUZ THE PA SOUND SYSTEM WAS DOWN. Zomg, it was a painful experience and sad to say, even I got distracted. D: 2) It made me realize how much, back in Cedar, we Prefect Councillors thought we meant the world to the school population when all we were really good for was to be treated like cheap free labour by the school management. It is almost entirely...

You say the sweetest things and I Can't keep my heart from singing along to the sound of your song My stupid feet keep moving to this 4/4 beat I'm in time with you Whoa, to this 4/4 beat I would die...♥You'll see our names up in citylights. says: LOL OKAY. More random shitz: Happy 15th Birthday, Greg & 17th, Tunny! & Tell me something I don't know; TELL ME YOU'RE EXCITED TOO :) ♥