I never thought I would say this. But I don't care. I don't. It didn't hurt. I didn't feel a thing. And that in itself, felt great. I've changed too. I don't need you anymore. I've never felt better. Thanks for that. Really. I'm on top of the world, and its a great feeling. Bye.

...people if I had the chapter on me right now. Unfortunately, it's on my lappy, and I didn't put a copy on my flash, so you'll have to wait on that. I am also making a note that the title has changed: it is not Of Dining and Dads , rather, Of Parents and Pi . PP, for short. Really, I don't know what's up with me and the alliteration lately. I wanted, however, to jot down a quick entry about...

Some one changed my picture. It was JB/Scott when John came home from the US at the end of "The Making Of Me" So now I have John/Scott when John is leaving. Whoever changed it changed it to a kitten. Weird. Oh well. It has been a good day. Sam Storyteller is writing a new fic with a chapter published every other day. I got to read yesterdays today, so far 3 chapters. Love it.

So I just read every single post i've ever written. so many things have changed.. some many things stayed the same. i was fighting with kenzie the first time I ever posted.. hahah made me laugh i wasn't friends with everyone i'm friends with now... i was such a different person then... i am CHANGED. it feels....         FANTASTIC!!!

Today I was looking through some of my old emails and looking through them I've realised how much I've changed over the past year it's really freaky but I think I'm really happy for the change I don't really like the person I was a year ago I was naive, stupid and I didn't really have a clear mind and thought on life but now I think I do. Have you ever felt that weird realisation that all of sudden...

Never mind, rich text is back on Firefox. So I haven't written here for a long time, and I have changed, again, unbelievable as that may seem. (: Don't worry, I'm still evil. (: But waaay more evil, for that matter. (: Hmmm... no more crushes that I have. ♥Thank goodness, I don't handle those very well. I think I'll change my format now. Again. =] So many people hate me now. My Facebook account...

Dear Friend,           This is latest on my goals. I know I know, Blah Blah Janilee. LOL!           I’ve been eating wonderfully. I have recently started writing down everything I to keep eat...is more stable, like after I move.           Hugs and Stuff-Janilee  P.S. Also tomorrow I will be posting picture of what I look like as the before so everyone can view how I change. YAY!

so a friend of mine told me recently that people are saying i changed or could i really call her my friend anymore? is it true that im turning into a bitch? is it true that i have no one behind me? i talked to people about this situation, and so far my friend is wrong everyone that i've spoken to said i did not change and im still very sweet with the exception of one person and one person only maybe...

Dear friend,           LOL this is the second blog I have posted today. The last one was sad. I hope this one is lighter. Here is an update on my goals.           I have worked on all of my goals...I feel. I will go over this blog and cut out all pointless crap. I repeat myself and say a lot of unnecessary things. Be posting more later. Who knows perhaps even tonight? Hugs and stuff-Janilee

Yesterday I was saved. And I am happier than ever. There's nothing else I could possibly say to explain it. Thank you Kaela & And most of all thank you, God. ♥