Yeah they are. I can feel and tell the changes at one instant. I realise there are many messages in my phone that I couldn't bear to delete. But now looking at the more recent texts from him, those sweet nothings are gone. The texts get shorter and shorter by the day and sometimes to the extent even none. And it happens the same way on MSN. He used to start a conversation the moment I online, but...

...me - because I  know I'm good at what I do. Just like I  know  I could make money doing it, if I only had the cojones (and the money) to put myself out there. Now with our home situation undergoing some changes, there's the possibility that I may have to get a job. While I don't mind working outside the home, I would rather stay here with the kids and enjoy my life, rather than showing up at a job I hate...

  My Life Is Like A Stained Glass Window   I wonder have you ever taken the time to look through a stained glass window, first through one small intricate piece and then through another...beauty of what a person can allow to flow through them, whether you decide to use individual parts, or blending them all together as a whole new world can be seen through a stained glass window.

Disclaimer: Fiction people, entertainment, own no one…blah…blah…   Author’s Note: Emoness again…     Dylan heard the sharp knock on the front door and knew with out a doubt it had to...had happened to it? Had she noticed the empty space in her Hairspray scrapbook? “I missed you so much” he whispered He missed her still. And this stolen picture was all he would ever have of her.

Having amazing dreams makes reality suck majorlly.  I can't even spell that. Wow I'm the dumbest person ever.  I don't know much about the music industry of and around Detroit.  I know a little classic... after fasting for a week, running a marathon, sharing my things and petting a dove.  Then maybe I won't feel guilty for existing!!  (If I'm even all out christian?)  I'm kind of eclectic, duh.   -_

 goodness!! many changes are happening!! it seems we are leaving Tokyo, for Kyoto...why i have no idea. Ruki says he's on a hunt? well whatever that means... at least its a new place! new friends! new shops! OH and maybe a new job?! could i finally be a nurse? HOPE SO!! oh but i do hope my little boy won't be all distressed when he finds out we just left... i DID leave a message on his answering...

...change and adapt, these become fewer and farther between. In other cases, both parties seem to be perfect for each other, and there is very little changing to be done. And in other cases, one person changes a lot, and rapidly, while the other remains the same. I have experienced many and varied relationships encompassing all of the above, and yet; to date, they have all failed for various reasons...

... i know staying in isn't new for me.. i am such a homebody, lately i blame that to the simple fact that i am broke.  i asked work to cut back my hours for a few weeks until i get use to all the changes i am going through in my life.  so far things are going pretty well. it has been 3 weeks since i have done anything, and honestly i feel pretty damn good! me and lee watched strangers, um don't...

Fan Fiction; [multi-chaptered]   Title:                 Changes Author:             Lourene Pairings:           LOUEDA, JinRis, KazuLecs, TomaRen, DenPpei, EiGuchi and many more Genre:             multi-chaptered. Rating:             PG-13 Disclaimer:        I don’t own anyone in this fic. Summary:         Lourene is an excellent student. She never fell in love before, but when...

So... I've learned a LOT of things in the past 2 years. And it looks like I'm actually using one of those lessons... So J and I are taking a break. Last Sunday he said some things and I know he's going..... and I won't be sitting around, twiddling my thumbs and waiting on him. well, I will be, but I've got things going on to keep me busy for quite a while. In the meantime... *crosses fingers