...the words. I know that I've barely stopped crying in what 36 hours, I know I'm scared shitless, have a constant headache, I'm not eating and not sleeping. I know I hate it. I know I'm hurting. I know Chel's hurting and I feel like shit because of it because that's the last thing I wanted to do. Basically, Chel and I have split up. Only, it's not quite as straight-forward as that. In fact, in my...

♥ Today has been weird. Work was weird. There was just a weird atmosphere, very tense and very quiet. I got tons of invoices input and a little ficlet about a band-aid for Bella. Then I went to...the Tesco up the road from where I works sells those could be a VERY dangerous thing. Came home to discover both the heating and the hotwater are fixed. This makes me a very happy llama indeed

Chelbean's been poking me ALL DAY to post this... but I'm curled up comfy and watching Smallville so have been putting it off for hours LOL It's Paul's birthday, so naturally, today's wibble is and featuring some special guests too *nods*

So uhh I'm actually in Northampton right now - due to shit you can't make up and the Chelbean missing her last train home. Her mum gave us petrol money so I could drive her home. I may actually end up...at me that I don't post the twins often enough LOL Don't forget to keep voting for this evening's Bonus Wibble - one vote per person and if you've already voted yesterday, don't do it again

Ugh. fog. ick. nasty. poopy *sporks the weather* Do. Not. Like. on the positive, Chelbean's coming up. And she's taking me to Cadburyland - yay chocolate *giggles* This here is the Also, don't forget to vote for tomorrow's Bonus Wibble - just remember, one vote per person, k?

Ugh. Maybe going back to work today was A Bad Idea. By about 10 or 11, I was so drained and exhausted I was ready to call it a day and come home, crawl back into bed. I wasn't even doing anything, just...now though... I'm cold (there's a surprise!), I kind of want to cry, I really want a hug and I'm totally craving pizza (but probably shouldn't spend pennies on it but... well... really need it right now

...Goddess! Been very busy - as to be expected from a Creative Melting Pot - and have hardly stopped since taking our 'rest day' *Chortle* at my parents... (still been shooting like loons!) Luckily Chel r_a_v_e_nsblood has had a few mins spare and kindly edited a few pics for me to tantelise your tastebuds with!   I give you 'La Rouge boudoir!' 'Ponder' 'Hungry For...

isn't she beautiful? ♥

Noooo, I'm not talking about bed rocking and the like (loike I'd tell you lot! lol!), as Chel r_a_v_e_nsblood    works till very late we stay up till sunrise most days to get some quality time! As there's never really anything on the TV these days, we spend a lot of time thinking out idea's and concepts together, whether they're for musical projects, shoots, stories or anything else that jumps...