I want a Miguel's Jr. Bean and Cheese burrito with sliced avocado inside. and I want a Crispy "Chickin" Sandwich from Veggie Grill in Irvine. I want multi-grain crackers with gourmet cheese on top. I want...of Fat Cat Pinot Noir. I want grilled asparagus with garlic and olive oil. And I still want roast beef and mashed potatoes. I wonder if they make this veggie somewhere... but I'm not hungry. Sigh

Today is Day 7 of the Master Cleanse. This weekend was pretty great. Last night I had a headache and I'm guessing that's the detox happening. Overall, the cleanse has been incredibly mild and quite pleasant. The SWF has actually not gotten any worse, but actually easier. I found it easiest not to drink this with cold water or lukewarm, but a combination somewhere in between. Dan and I went to this...

Hi! Day three is going well. It's been relatively easy so far. I had a caffeine-withdrawal headache on Monday night, but it was gone when I woke up. Then last night I had minor stomach cramps before bed...first 40 hour paycheck and it was way worse than I was expecting. It is less monthly than my bills, not including gas and food :( I called Swingers and left a message yesterday. Lather, rinse, repeat

to whisper of an aftermath to wash away the words years burn from the inside bullets rain again in smoke and mirrors broken mirrors days fall softly here in symmetry and comfort with a hazardous guess...logic. Two people in one body, fighting for dominance. If you haven't seen Dexter, you are seriously missing out. It's a fucking awesome show and you need to watch it. It inspires the shit out of me

I've been doing research about fasting and I'm going to do it.  How ill i've felt before is part of the detoxing/fasting process so I'm prepared for it now and I'm going to see it through.  I'm going...is pure.  It's all we need.  Alonside vit tabs of course;) Just rambling now but I have to express to myself how much I need ana, and how this fast will take me back to her. Day 1 starts tomorrow:

I've been a whole foods and off-and-on vegetarian for years, having finally learned to listen to my body and come to the conclusion that variety is what it's after. Recently I've tried some "cleanses"...that I'll convert to a raw food diet, as I love my variety too much, but I'm thrilled to find a new way to eat my favourite meals of nuts 'n berries 'n leaves in some new and very attractive ways.

Originally published at revjim.net . You can comment here or there . I regularly feel guilty for things that I do. It's rarely, if ever, because the person I feel guilty about has done or said something...need to find a happy medium between satisfying my own needs and catering to the needs of those I love without feeling so guilty and stressed and, eventually, depressed, that I end up doing neither.

Originally published at revjim.net . You can comment here or there . I've lost my way. I'm lacking inner peace and my sense of self-worth is being destroyed. I'm fighting my way back, but it's going...it back all you only need to poke me a few times and be willing to flirt back. Slowly, but surely, I'll make it. And I'm surrounded by some incredible friends who are helping to make that possible.

This is the last official day of my no-wheat/no-dairy/eat lotsa whole foods cleanse, but know what? I don't think I'm going to stop because I feel too good. Well, ok, I might add in wheat and dairy a few times a week, but definitely not as much as I was eating before. Here's some porn from last night's dinner. Enjoy. KiKi's KiMcHi (As goudananda kindly pointed out to me, this...

Corn Tortilla Pizzas corn tortillas leftover tuna salad garlic powder, oregano and basil sliced yellow bell pepper, onions, cherry tomatoes & kalamata olives soy cheddar & jalepeno cheese Curried...flip and cook for a few seconds on the other side, until golden -slide omelette onto a plate and place baby greens on top, roll up and enjoy (the greens wilt a bit from the heat of the omelette)