i'm so fucking motherfucking pissed right now. I put on my favorite Foo Fighter's shirt on today and I just fucking realized something. (sorry for the language, I'm just really passionate about this)...for me. loves it. i'm having the BIGGEST CRAVING OF MY LIFE for ruffles.......OMG! help me withstand this. the expanded edition of me, NICK xoxo *a kiss a hug a caress a lovebite and a pat*

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Sick, tired, bored, lonely. Why the fuck am I looking up the chucrh of elric? @.@

I'm sure i've never seen anything like the performance that I saw tonight in Carson, California. I saw an Italian Cirque show called "VIAGGIO". It was the best performance I have ever seen of any kind...about you, but that was an amazing show. I hope people in Carson will see it. Tomorrow is their last performance! The food was great, and the show was great! Who could've asked for MORE?

...had to post, even though I'm majorly bummed that I'm going to end the month at the same weight that I started IF I work really hard. It's dealing with one thing at a time. Now that I've broken the COE, maybe I can focus on getting back to restricting...but possibly not tomorrow because I don't work and it's still the weekend - family meals, yuck. But anyway, I'm going to take this as a good sign...

...contradictory ideas can be true. Everything that led up to you was wrong. Therefore, you should not have been born. But everything about you is right: You had to be born. You were inevitable." - Jonathan Coe, The Rain Before it Falls, Viking (U.K.), 2007 Perhaps the most inspiring words I have ever read. Jonathan Coe's multi-generational narrative takes the reader through decades of grievous family history...

Today was quite a horrible failure. At least I succeeded at failing miserably. My day started crappy because the manager was supposed to train me to open and I went in at 8 as indicated on the schedule...remains to be seen. All that food made me 2lbs heavier. I know it’s not actual weight but I’m thinking about taking a second lax just to make sure it works (and I’ll be truly miserable tonight)…

...looking younger brother. Now I fear that this behavior turned into a habit of secretive eating that has carried over into my adult life.  I read something funny today about how "you know you're COE when you... can't sleep when there's cake in the kitchen." But it's true. I can't sleep when there's cake in the kitchen. Instead, I'll eat my portion at dinner, then sneak out of my room when everyone's...

Episode 47 "Mike is a Rinna Disbelieving, Animal Non-Seeing, Ryan Substituting, Star Wars Virgin" has been released! Let's set this episode up for you. Jen and Chi had the night off. It was set to be...our sitdown with HWhimsey before we move on to the Dangerverse series. Episode 48 will likely be released exclusively to the Restricted Section. An edited version for general release is still possible

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