Ok you know how i had bloged about how i hold on to empty relationships well, the most recent one is hopefully different I think that i have invested so much into this relationship, Maybe i just over...idea. How the hell am i supposed to let that go hu? i know that they try and do things for us as a couple but they have not appogised to my face and that is all i will accept am i being to hard?
That despite not talking to each other for such a long time, I'm actually taking such a huge risk with my heart to even talk to you right now? I do know you have found somebody you're very happy with right...a sad ending that I don't even wish to keep count. But then again, if it weren't for that sad ending, I wouldn't be as happy as I am right now. And I'm glad about it. I'm glad I've found him (:
Yeah... so Bones visited for my birthday, well the day after since he got on campus at like 6:00 PM on Friday and spnt the night out with Jon. I've got no problem with him going out and drinking with Jon...spend time with him. My roommies boyfriends stay over all the time, Shonda's basically lives at the apartment with us. Ryan wont even consider staying the night if he came up, he'd stay in Jon's dorm room
riiiiight, got an email that said this: Somebody replied to a comment you left in a LiveJournal post . The comment they replied to was: I just realise im such a donk Flux capacitor k k Their reply...bob in joke) but the thing is... neither of them would EVER go near LJ, and if they did... what the fuck are they doing on a SG1 community page.... all these things can not happen together
{Muffle of cloth as the sound clicks on } What? No, I would not like to come back with you to your room for some Absinthe, I meant it the first time I said it. {Inaudible murmurs} Sir, you're.... excellence? {Murmurs } You're thirsty? Well, I'm sure there's a water fountain around here some- {A lot of rustling and struggling before the sound of a strangled cry before a definite thud}
I got called into work today. I was happy about that even though it was a later shift. I went in a few minutes after 7 p.m. I needed the money so I took the call. I got to work with people I really...what to do. I can't like someone 10 years younger than I am. It is wrong but it won't stop. I have to make it stop. It is wrong but I like the feeling. Maybe it can go on for a little while.
Really. I do. I'm stressed. I think the only good things to happen so far this week have (since sunday morning) been: A on my English paper Talking to Jesse yeah. I'm so sick of people right now...of all of this: I'm worried. /sigh. I won't get into what I'm worried about, because that's difficult. But it's making the weight heavier, and it depresses me greatly. I guess... that's it for now
right now im pretty confused... im in computer class but im basicly done so dont worry its all good. im also dam excited. first i was like ok wtf? then now im like omg i get it wicked! *hyper sitting in chair bouncing knee constantly* so first the teacher chewed out the class cuz most of us didn't do the homework. i was working but that isn't an excuse so i didn't say anything but a few kids argued...
I miss my mother again, shes up there in tampa still, will be for another month :! my father leaves this week to be there for an entire month We are going to get threw this. Ive been giving them half...thinking about whats coming up. Halloween is coming up, Im excited. I have alot on my mind lately. alot of decisions to make. life changing decisions. on another note. thanks for the smiles, miss :
...documents on my lappie the entire day. so i kinda shocked myself with the amount of NEWS files i have in my laptop.. the interviews, audio rips, dorama.. and omg those pictures. Pictures i never knew i had xD i'm currently in a delimma. continue using Blogger and let my LJ hold on for awhile? or should i just switch to LJ? cuz LJ is basically like my NEWS fan-girling site >. < GAAH confused..
