Confusing+is+my+life.+My+feelings+for+Cecelia+are+still+there,+that+is+obvious,+but+they're+muted.+I+can't+help+but+be+cynical+towards+her+though,+pessimism+is+my+view+of+this+situation.+On+top+of+that...so+of+course+she+stays.+Idk+what+to+do.+I'm+torn+between+the+woman+i+made+some+assemblance+of+a+life+with+and+the+woman+i+may+never+have+outside+the+shadows+of+our+desires. Post from mobile portal m.livejournal.com

Confusing+is+my+life.+My+feelings+for+Cecelia+are+still+there,+that+is+obvious,+but+they're+muted.+I+can't+help+but+be+cynical+towards+her+though,+pessimism+is+my+view+of+this+situation.+On+top+of+that...so+of+course+she+stays.+Idk+what+to+do.+I'm+torn+between+the+woman+i+made+some+assemblance+of+a+life+with+and+the+woman+i+may+never+have+outside+the+shadows+of+our+desires. Post from mobile portal m.livejournal.com