I quite enjoy Jacqueline Carey's writing.  I purchased her latest book, and have it sitting on My desk.  I am practicing self-denial, for My own enjoyment.  I am in the midst of rereading a series of books...many upon the bottom, creating an overwhelming experience of surrender that way.  But teasing and denial has it's place, and is delicious in it's own way. In My life, it most often takes literary form

... I know. Been there, done that. I think it was Julia Cameron, author of "The Writer's Way", that said, "Do what you love. The money will follow." So I'm trying to do that. But I'm not doing it for the money. Money is not the object. The object is the connection. I have yet to find a writer that I could not connect with. My friend Jill, who is an awesome photographer, says I can connect. I hope I do.

it will never fail to amaze me the power that our minds have over our bodies. for example, when i am stressed i get so tired, my immune system goes down and i feel so irritable. or when im nervous, i get butterflies in my tummy. if its bad nerves sometimes i get headaches. everything is so interconnected!

I'm finally in Colorado, and have been here for a few days now. I've been visiting my grandmother and cousins. It's only been two days, yet I already Miss my father. I don't know why, I mean, I have been...seemed much happier to be able to slither away. Daddy-I am connected to myself. I am connected to my family. My friends. I am connected to the Earth, and I have my own personal relationship with it

So, I've been mega slack online, but never fear, writing has been continuing, in epic fashion. Pink book gets fatter, and I get skinnier. Still losing weight, without apparent reason. I still eat, just...was like "wow, it sounds sooooo interesting! what a well of resources you have!!" (whilst I vomit into a hat...) I guess it could be interesting, provided you didn't actually have to do it.

...astrological reports. And I am not an exception, at least I admit this. As you may well know, the history of astrology encompasses a great span of human history and many cultures. The belief in a connection between the cosmos and terrestrial matters has also played an important part in human history. Basically, there are three main independent branches of astrology: Western, Indian, and Chinese...

...with the Absolute--and I have the good fortune to find that blessing in many forms—when I am open, without expectation. Note: This list is in no order of any sort. Writing makes me feel that connection. Quite often I will experience a spurt of the connection, but it is strongest when writing on a novel for long hours, days and days. I can tell that I have the connection by the unwarranted...

...it, I'm a looser that actualy manage to get high feaver and everything that goes with that.... in middle of the summer... in august.... The second thing is, that I hope I managed to make ok the connection, it was something with the modem and wi-fi and my computer, so for now it seems working ok. In an hour it didn't dis-connect. so Let's hope. I got rejected for the Evangelion series, it hurts...

A little something to celebrate the anniversary of posting my first fic... Connection came about because in the first place I wanted to write Jack Harkness and didn't know who to pair him with. I'd come into the Doctor Who fandom backwards, via Torchwood, because Torchwood season 1 had just aired and the one person I'd friended here on my very new LJ pointed me towards torch_wood . As...

Having despatched the alien spinning top back home to the alien child who'd lost it through a stray finger of the Rift reaching all the way out to Westbury, Jack decides not to drive all the way back... eh? This – girl who's like a daughter to you, was she - ?" "One of my students. Yes." Giles sounds weary, and Jack abruptly lets the subject go and gets back to the matter in hand: undressing Giles.