Oh yes, Camus and Kei looked so very hot back then. XD Anyway, this journal is filled with bitching over multiple things. First of all, it keeps getting colder and colder. F--- I have a feeling its...find Key Party 1999 anywhere. >_> Not eBay, not CD Japan, and I don't even think Yahoo.jp or Amazon.jp sells it. xD But I need that DVD. *-*; Even if it would have its price jacked up to $80. XD

монитор с руками решает :D

That or just my ex co-workers. Jeez, 4 of them just quit IN ONE DAY.Do you realize how much that sucks, especially when you find it out while you are just getting to work? Yep! Means I gotta stay late...soon as they order it. Bastards. Now I'm closing the rest of this week because no one else is left that knows how. Which means I don't get home every night until 2 a.m. or later. I hate fast food....

How to end off a very nice weekend? You start it with a crappy Monday. Damn it's cold! Which is probably why I'm still awake right now, but my room is warming up thanks to ye olde portable heater. My day started out normal enough, for me anyway. Got up at 2am and I was at work by 3. For those of you who don't know, I drive a delivery truck full time and it's starts early, Really Early..... It's a...

Am i not that important? I'm taking it one step at a time. But I'm still going nowhere. I can't find a reason why. I need you by my side.

I did this doodle yesterday .> Drew the sketch in MSN and colored in Photoshop. I think this is the only decent picture of my other OC (Who looks a lot like Yamamoto from KHR by the way) Ahaha I think my style is slowly changing once again. I think I need to stop drawing doodles that only takes 15 minutes... ...

Are you ready to hear Fye-Fye's EPIC plate of woe?? I feel really, and I mean REALLY bad today. I've known for a while know that I suffer from extremely low levels of self confidence/esteem, but today...is a BAD thing, I know. But I still feel jealous of some people. Eh, I think i'm going to start working on a healthier lifestyle and working on meh LOW levels of self-esteem. Wishith meh luck.

      In the past few days I have lost many things. I lost my phone, I lost my straight edge, I may have lost my porkatariansm, and I lost the guy I was going for. All this has made me lose my hope, my...of the homecoming dance, and I am sitting in my pajamas, alone, with no phone, no friends, listening to music, and feeling like shit, while most everyone I know is probably having a grand old time

...getting any younger either. I have no idea what has happend to me over the last few years, I thought I would feel better by taking the first step to getting better, which was getting the hell out of a crappy relationship, now I'm working on step two loosing weight. I have lost some weight, but because I've been sick and have had to take my medicine I haven't been on it for a couple of days and I feel...

Is exactly how I feel right now. For two reasons. I just got my six week grades print out. it was amazingly awesome. 1-Art Foundations-A 2-Integrated Science III-A+ 3-IMP II- A 4-U.S. History-A- 5-French...me anyways, so it's just a lonely period again. Fuck this I don't get it. I don't seriously think I am that bad. I just wish someone would tell me what's such a turn-off with me. Seriously grrr