Ich habe grade genau 2126 Fotos von letztem Sommer, Sommer-2007, durchguguckt... Es waren wahrscheinlich die beste zwei Monate meines Lebens. Das ist sehr traurig, dass man so was nochmal nicht erleben... --- Hier ist noch ein Foto dazu. Drauf sehe ich nicht nur froh aus - da bin ich gluecklich. Это одно из немногих фото, где я не просто выгляжу радостным, а на самом деле счастлив. --- Перевода не будет
Cause you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You...practice is totally going wrong, My best friend is mad at me And my gf is acting weird whenever she talks to me. Maybe there is something wrong with me. Maybe i'm not meant to have a happy life.
...of poetry..once you start writing you can’t stop or come back. The feeling is in your head at the moment-and often doesn’t return hours later. Just by reading my poetry, you may thing I’m always depressed. But the truth- I’m not. In fact, most of the time I’m outgoing and fun to be around. But when I’m sad it’s the best time to write. Letting the feelings and anger flow onto the pages-makes everything...
Yeah... I'm still not on my messengers. Still feeling the way I do, but I'll just save it as no one wants to keep hearing it and no one can help me with what I need from where they are at. -_- Now for...what to do anymore... Life just sucks and it's not going to get better anytime soon for me, so I'm just in different kinds of pain constantly as I wait and wait. Don't know how much more I can take..
... because we all had this assembly about underage drinking. A mother of a boy who had drowned after he passed out drunk talked to us for a solid half hour about how her son died. I know some kids need to hear that stuff, but I was so depressed by that point in the day that I just wanted to go home. As soon as I got on the bus I had to listen to the Scissor Sisters just to keep my spirits up.
Last night while watching the NTA's David Tennant broke my heart into tiny little pieces by announcing he was leaving Doctor Who at the end of 2009. I know it was silly and childish but when he said...Doctor Who when he took over and then I got into the other eras. But since watching his interview over why he's quitting, I've come to respect his reasons even if they make me really sad =(
I went to another doctor yesterday. This one was just a counselor. They both think and my mom think I only have a mood disorder and am only depressed. I'm still not sure but I like this lady, so I am going to start going to her. I'm not sure what I want to do about school. It's getting to be a little too much. There is stuff going on there that I don't like, but I guess we'll find out later today what's...
Doctor Who is now ruined for me with the announcement David made that he's leaving. I refuse to accept anyone else as the Doctor. Not after David. I have no interest in seeing anybody take over from...he's gone, for me, the show is dead. At least I still have Merlin. Hopefully, the BBC won't be stupid enough to try to replace Colin Morgan -- but considering their stupidity, anything is possible
What is depression really? Is there one concrete definition, or has the meaning loosened as our generation has continued it's downhill descent? To me, depression is simply my life. I'm not a cutter. I...as I leave this room the fighting will begin again. And a part of me is just saying that it doesn't care. I never was the hero type, might as well go all out and be remembered as the enemy. H.
