...innocent who arent loved all the kids who are hurting and suicide is the only way they can turn. also, don't forget to donate so kids in need can get the help they deserve. As someone who suffers from depression an has struggled with suicidal thoughts i think this is absolutely wonderful. I would do it once a month if it meant raising awareness on how severe this disease is. Depression an suicide have...
Life became a week at a time thing. Then it became a 'tomorrow' thing. Then it was today, today, today. Now I'm living by the hour. How much farther can I go?
I am abjectly sad today. Melancholy. I feel like I woke in an emotional abyss. Or a deep cave. I didn't want to get out of bed. I didn't want to eat. I didn't want to get my costume ready. I didn't want...what exactly yet. It'll be at home or close to it, though. I feel a need to connect. I really hope I'm not so sad tomorrow. I probably wouldn't look suitably scary to the kids if I was crying
Well, it finally happened. I suffered a depression attack at the same time as players in my online DnD game were getting uppity. The campaign is over, if not in the graceful and triumphant method of past games. Honestly, the rules were interfering with the game. So I changed the rules, posted the changes, and trusted the players to read them. Silly me. Even mechanics they'd used before were alien...
So I had a good day... Chilled with Dan, did some schoolwork... And THEN... It hit me, just outta nowhere came this big depression! UGH! I hate my mood swings! Like seriously WHY am I depressed?!? Who fucking knows? DO YOU KNOW? Didn't think so!! ARGH! So yeah... Maybe it's 'cuz I ate chicken today... I knew I shouldn't have had dead body for lunch. Or maybe it's my new-found crush. Either way...
Stressed, depressed and I have insomnia. Which is the symptom, which is the cause? I never used to understand why people cut themselves but today after accidentally picking a scab off my leg and watching...but I just get told to work harder for what I want. Is blood a relief? Maybe... Tomorrow, I'm going to try channel my need for pain into something constructive, make myself stronger, punish myself
Got a recent Order yesterday from Amazon.uk This time, it was Books....two of a Historical Nature (Maps and Surveys and such), but one was a Star Trek Biography called 'The Longest Trek: My Tour of the...of Yourself and your Family' I'll have to put aside the Time one day and go through it all, so that I can read it properly, as I'm sure there'll be some Information there that I can definately use :-
...art. Evolution of a Wikipedia Article 37th annual international conference on Computer Applications and Quantitative Methods in Archaeology (CAA) I really want to go to this. NeuroStar Depression Therapy Cleared (by FDA) (The magnetic one.) Magnetic brain therapy gets US green light Foods to fight depression *makes a grocery list* Good thing I actually like fish & spinach... ...
...same schools, and I have the same job as I did in January. On the outside, not much has changed. My haircut is even pretty much the same. But I stopped posting here because I slipped into depression again. I couldn’t think of anything to say. For me, depression is not sadness, it is numbness. I don’t even notice it until my library books all go overdue, and I don’t renew them or return...
I am so scared. Everyone is telling me that it will be alright and that Baba will be fine. How do they know? They do not know what God’s plan is and neither do I. I think that’s why I am so scared because...per say but I am worried about it. Do I really have to go? This is going to be torture for me. 4 hours in the car with my mom and then about 4 days with my whole family… God, please protect me! EM
