interim black cloud conclusions: scouring old livejournal entries for brain chemistry patterns helps. using the livejournal regularly seems to put a finger on things. the website is failure but also...years. hard drives have feelings too. haha stupid facebook makes it so easy to upload pictures that i literally did just upload the entire daily picture project, as well as tons of other pictures
today we met the author of achewood, the best webcomic ever to be online. we got some stuff signed and he drew a little philippe in chef clothes on one of her chef jackets. the dude is as awesome as should be obvious. i am happy to see him having succeeded in internetting. in other news, fuck everything.
...all. It’s a mystery. And you know what else I’m going to do this afternoon? I’m going to cut my nails! I finally managed to buy a pair of nail clippers – it’s taken me like four days to track some down – and I’ll be able to put them to joyful use. I haven’t cut my nails since NZ and they’re so gross right now. Yay nail clippers! And I might try and download some more books onto the comp this arvo...
I think yesterday's exam was a horror... That leg weakness completely threw me off my initial diagnosis... And of all examinations, I MUST get neuro, didn't I? And there's one more paper to go... Argh.... for some reason, I'm not really looking forward going into surgery now -_-;;;
... en oikeen varmaks tiedä mikä se on. Ja sen korvaan ostosteluillani. Toimii. Ainakin osan ajasta. Tuntuu vaan välillä niin yksipuoleiselta jotenki koko touhu. Välillä, tai siis aika useinkin, oon aivan down ja sitten tapahtuu jotain kivaa ja unohdan hetkeks. Mut lopulta ollaan kuitenkin siinä samassa pisteessä taas. Tais muute olla iskä ku aina sanoo että kaikille se arki tulee joskus vastaan että se...
Выбрались к вечеру в парк подышать. Снимать было нечего, кроме того что осталось от многочисленных гусей. Было решено самые распространенные остатки не трогать, а ограничиться более возвышенными и приятными взгляду.
The desperate towkay got us 7 deadlines each for this week. Actually I knew about it last Fri but I was more stressed and pissed then, now I just feel so depressed. I didn't really get to spend my weekend...system. And I have made up my mind. I'm leaving, no matter what. If I have to, I will part-time, I will freelance for the time being but in order to keep myself sane, I must leave this place. **
Don't know what's done it but after feeling really down yesterday, I'm a lot brighter today. I was even okay in work. Lunchtime was good, I went for a Chinese meal with members of a team I used to be on around 7 years ago because one of them is retiring shortly. We had a really good laugh and that cheered me up, but we also talked about watching the Twin Towers fall down in 2001 as well, bearing in...
A song by Colin Hay Any minute now my ship is coming in I'll keep checking the horizon And I'll check my machine There's sure to be that call It's gonna happen soon, soon, oh so very soon It's just...of being another heart attack or cancer statistic. I don't want to grow up. Too late. I'm not growing up anymore, i'm just getting older. I am a grown up. When the hell did that happen?
