...wasn't angry, but I am. If I was sad, crying myself to sleep, wanting to die, it would be beter than this, cuz at least that way I'd feel something, something other than hate. I'm not angry cause she dumped me. I spent the entire summer getting used to her not being around, forcing myself to stop loving her. I think it's the fact that she lied. The fact that she betrayed my trust. The fact that she...
As you all noticed September 4th's entry vanished. This is due to the nature of the entry and how someone felt it was compromising to the situation at hand. He called me a cheater. However I made him "Be...directly. And thanks for his push of confidence I got my foot in the door with a promising publishing company. One I know has sold thousands of books as it is now. *Vampiric_Kissez* Angel Of Sorro
Guess what? I got dumped. Well it didn't sting at all, surprisingly, since I found out that I didn't really love him anymore. Though It wouldn't kill me to get a decent guy, once in a while. But he was the closest to decent boyfriend i've ever gotten. But you truly can fall out of love, I just happened to fall out. His name was eric, and he was funny, but he lacked all other factors that...
Well... It turned out the love of my life didn't feel the same for me. He's gone. My first love, my heart, the reason I lived... My soul mate. It was clear that he wanted to leave. He was unhappy. I...love someone as much as you say you do, shouldnt you stay and make things right? He doesnt think so...he leaves tomorrow. I never felt such pain. It hurts. But inside, I know i'll be okay...someday
i just lost the love of my life tonight. and i can not begin to describe to you how it feels. im so completely in love with this boy, and he doesn't feel the same way for me. i would go to the end of the...how can your first girlfriend possibly be the one for you? I had time to learn and grow, he doesn't know what else is out there. I just wished today never happened. Worst day of my life so far. =
This was the song I listened to when we almost broke up in July. I remember here, I remember when we, I remember wild and wild and free. I remember 'stay', I remember 'please don't ever leave',...salvaged the relationship. Honestly, I don't know. I like to think so. I also don't like to think so. It hurts too much to contemplate. I believe "what if" will haunt me for the rest of my life
I haven't cried yet today. I made it through the entire day without tears. I started to eat again. I made it into the Variety Show. I did (most) of my homework. I think I passed my French test. The...and walked forward. I walked away and I sobbed doing so. It was one of the easiest and hardest things I ever had to do. But I had closure. And before I said I didn't cry today. It's no longer true
You know, I knew this would happen someday. Someday. NOT today. I was dumped. I loved him. He sat me down, in the middle of the quad and told me during nutrition break. I had no time for processing. No time for comfort. No time for questions. Only time for a massive freak out before my hardest class where I had to finish a test essay. My heart is broken. But I am beautiful. I am smart...
