Well, had a bad day today. Today at around one pm MST, my husband's grandmother passed away. It has been hard because the only his parents and one of her siblings got along and even in her mother's death...goes, death usually happens in threes, and I just heard today as well that my grandmother at 97 had a mild heart attack and is in the hospital, and I have a feeling that if she goes, my dad will be next

So bad things come in groups I guess. One: My grandpa is dying. He's old, tired and has given up. He is in Hospice care, which is a really good thing cuz Hospice is great, but also a really bad thing because that means his time is limited. Two: Drama! Normally, I can sit back and laugh at it, but lately, it's been making me cry, pissed, confused, hurt, etc... I wish things could go back, but that...

i finally gave in and had one for lunch. i only ate 3/4 of it so maybe i'll only have a mild heart attack. i didnt like the guacamole part. it was mixed with onions and tomatoes in a cheap fast food sort of way. runny too. everything else was just ok. i wont be having it again :(

Argh, it all started yesterday. I was just about to take a nap but suddenly I felt the urge to exercise - so I did. I did a couple things for my abs like the bicycle thing and the one where you lie on... my muscles were a bit sore (my abs and the ones that you find just by veering down your shoulders while learning inwards. That probably makes no sense but I'm still trying to find the name for them D

...short years. Seven years, that’s much too short. Why is it that some people live to be a hundred and seven, but some only live to be seven? Why? That’s not fair , the kid never did anything worth dying for. And it must’ve been so frightening for him, to not know what was going on, to be taken away from everyone you know. It must’ve been so painful for him, as he died alone. It must’ve been awful...

Someone is finally sharp to spot dying and death under my list of interests. That's because I am in the business of caring of dying and death or palliative work.  Highly emotive and depressive indeed, but it is an area which I find meaningful for the last 2 years.  It involves a holistic approach of addressing a person's physical, emotional, social and spiritual domains. Most of the patients are inflicted...

[A transparent Kite is seen wafting down a long hallway, a dead look on his face. As he reaches the end of the hallway, he just passes through the wall and onto the next] [[Feel free to see Kite just float on by you LOL XDDD]]

...for the source of the smell, i had to sleep somewhere else.  Gruesome experience oh god, im so disturbed. what a horrible death. And people wonder why i'm a vegan. i can't tolerate anything.. dying... well i cant sleep now... even thogh.. it IS 5 freagin am. urgh. i must be a serial killer to those insects... this is even worse than... stepping on a snail.. Q_Q i am sooo sorry.  god...

My parents just came home from a funeral. A funeral of a relative who died of colon cancer (if my memory saves me right.)My grandfather too died of cancer. whoah.