Fuck, stupid dare, stupid Eliza, stupid everything! ...He'll never forgive, not for this. I said things would stay the same and then I... Worse yet...I don't...I can't say I didn't enjoy it. It was, just...so...even if he didn't respond, which I didn't expect him to do anyway...it felt nice...being so close. The first and last chance I'll get to experience that. That moment meant much more...
Let's not have that curse again. Ever. Ever again. Took me forever to wash all that ink off, and my hair... Anyone I had dares with, forget any of them happened. Personally, if I could, I'd forget... that's just as good. I'm up for anything; you can IM me on AIM (s/n: Morzox) if you want to double-check anything. I'm so damn CRUEL to heeeeeeeeer. I need to start making nice things happen to her.]
...not even really feel this way if not for the City. If I go back it might evaporate, and that would hurt him, and me. I can't put him through that, I just can't. I won't be selfish over this anymore. Eliza isn't helping, I'm pretty much giving up on trying to understand her motives. She doesn't want to believe the truth. We'll just have to prove a point face her and say it straight, pardon the joke...
...for a lion costume for Adele. She was out thrifting and came across one for $3. It is the best costume ever. Adele tried it on and even she approves of the hat (funny about hats, that kid.) Eliza will be a leopard, and if I can squeeze him in, Neil will be a monkey. David and I may be zoo keepers or big game hunters (depends on how the kids behave. Ha!) I am looking forward to halloween...
...very discouraging... my medications have been increased and I have received a figurative slap on the wrist for forgetting to take doses on occasion. Not only that, SA (Schizophrenics Anonymous) has requested that I leave the group. I just brought Eliza to the last meeting, for some added support... *sigh* If this continues for too long, I might lose my job at the hospital. Wie schreklich...
...be in his office? He decided he didn't care and went in anyhow. Who knew, he might even be able to make himself useful. Which, for much of the day, involved Googling his fingers off about human sacrifice cults and vampire lore. His readings in the latter made him very hopeful that Eliza just had a case of the weirds; it would be hell getting a vampire out of his basement. [OOC: Open office.]
...he rushes out the ramp, moving a few feet in and to the right, his rifle up. Over the beta-team radio frequency he set before the assault he calls, "Alright, lets move - fan out, we're heading west. Eliza, Sebastien, you're on point. Cali in the middle." Eliza is the very next one out of the APC. She moves brisky like she has done this a thousand times before, each of her bionic arms holding the...
...mind, putting them elsewhere. "Jus' a piece worried over this. Ain't you scared?" She turns to face the other woman, her expression revealing the level of anxiety and fear here. "'Course I'm scared." Eliza says in her quiet voice. "But you do what you have to do. I mean, I've been in my share of fighting. I know my fighting like you know your engines. I don't want to die, but . . . " She trails of...
... my standards are very high. All she does is complain, if she wants to complain, she can get an LJ like the rest of us. Today after dance Alexis and I are going to go take senior pictures. Oh, and Eliza's birthday is on Monday. That ho is turning 18. I think I would be more jealous if she wasn't stick thin and super annoying. But I love her just the same. Well, this was a boring ass entry. I'll...
Título: Cómo aman los necromantes Fandom: Shaman King. Rating: T Género: Romance/Angst. Pareja/Personaje: Faust/Eliza, menciones de Faust/Maya. Fragmento: No padecí autofagia, pero me devoré a mi mismo en espíritu. La luz del sol me ardía en la piel, pues imaginaba lo dañina que sería su exposición a los huesos de mi esposa. Somos un mismo ser,¿qué derecho tengo yo a disfrutar de un sol...
