Hey. Taking some time to be alone. Don't worry if I'm not around for a bit, okay? I promise I'm staying away from Nic. I'm sorry, you guys. I screwed up massively, and even if it wasn't like before... too, if you want. I would understand. Anyway, I'm taking some personal time. Be safe. I'm sorry. ... Yeah. Gonna be away for a few days. Need me, leave a voicemail and I'll listen later
I moved in with my sister not wanting to live with her, but did anyways because I'm dumb, and she's already getting on my nerves. People get upset all the time, but if I just walk into a room and... I'm just so angry/tired/frustrated. Besides that, I had been doing well about not smoking, but last night we watched Dawn of the Dead old school version and I totally wanted to watch it in fun mode
I feel like I've become a monster. Sometimes I feel like its my dreams that have died, but I never had any dreams. whatever. emo emo emo emo, wha wha wha wha At times I know I feel like depression coming... I think Its because I get so tired of not feeling that I want to be depressed rather that nothing at all. i just want to be thin and pretty again. and not be jealous of anorexics on Intervention
001. I was googling Yatterman slash. And I found this and this and suddenly Voldemort/Sho doesn't seem exciting anymore, because, because SHOWA!GAN-CHAN X HEISEI!GAN-CHAN . YATTERMAN TIMES TWO ....x No. 1, please. 004. Also I am hungry but it is two and I am lazy and McDonald's doesn't deserve my money and, and, and I should be asleep. 005. Maybe I shall google Yatterman the anime (2008)
I feel like puking. I hatethe weather. I feel like puking. I hate the weather. I feel like puking. I hate the weather. I feel like puking. I hate the weather. I feel like puking. I hate the weather. I... I feel like puking. I hate the weather. I feel like puking. I hate the weather. I feel like puking. I hate the weather. I feel like puking. I hate the weather. I feel like puking. I hate the weather
Sho learns how to make the beds after his father passes on. Beds do not make themselves, like how window panes do not learn to clean themselves, pots and pans shine themselves, meals lay themselves on...who shared their home for so many years. Sho does not say goodbye, though. It seems an impossible feat, when he looks them straight in the eyes and finds darkness there the colour of ash and cinders
... In the interest of tradition: May your glass be ever full, may the roof over your head be always strong, and may you be in heaven a full half an hour before the devil knows you're dead. Good...a call, okay? Got a feeling tonight's gonna suck, and... I'd like to be with you for it, if that's okay. I think Gwen and Ianto are gonna want to do their thing, and... I just want to be with you
... Same shit, different world. If anyone needs me, they're fucked, because I am so not available it's not even funny. Just... Whatever. Tosh is going to die. She knows it, and she's even...it happens . I hate her and I hope she dies. ... No. No, no I don't. I just... Tara. Willow. Mom, dad. Spike, Giles, Oz. Buffy . Everybody leaves. Everybody dies. Except me. Fuck
001. I listen to too much Arashi to know what good music is anymore. Song recs anyone? =D 002. I deleted Honey and Clover the movie soundtrack from my music folder. Why am I such a fucktard? =( 003....the last ten (maybe?) episodes of Shukudai (ff-ed to oishii Sho bits =D) and last few episodes of Yamatarou and redownloaded Honey and Clover the movie, making of. I sorta suck, yah, I know
