...which is pretty cool =) I actually think it looks okay, I thought I'd look horrible in a suit. Spent most of the day on the computer which I probably shouldn't have done considering my final exams start this friday coming. Oh well. I'm pretty calm about them. Just hoping to get a good enough result to get me through to University. A really close friend came to me tonight to talk to me about...

...my LJ theme and then downloaded a whole load of music. Amanda Palmer's solo album is amazing, and have just become addicted to PJ Harvey.... I'm also pretty happy today because we have all of next week off school....only problem is that prelims (mock exams) are in about 5 weeks and (as they say here in Scotland) I am completely, utterly deid. But also it's been raining a load, which is nice :)

finals are coming. i am stil so lost in physics. mat sci. gosh. kill me pls. on the other hand, i am happy. that my life is my life. i need to prioritize more. i really wna play alot of songs on my piano...that was so important once upon a time? sometimes i wonder if i made the right decision at all sometimes i wonder if i am making a mistake. pls let me know that i made the right decision. pls.

I've caught the post-humanities disease. Now I'll glance up at the clouds and say 'Wow, that's some freaking awesome cirrocumulus LOL.' or look at the dwindling economy and think of the Great Depression...of my books and grow mushrooms. Now to try and cultivate as much confidence for Sciences and Mathematics. I fear I may not pass either. Note to self: Do something about my tags. They're horrible.

It's been a LOOOONNNGGG time since I had the urge to write. Well, actually, today's urge is mainly attributed to something known to all as procrastination . I've barely started revision for final exams and I'm sick of it already........ UGH! Sometimes, I wonder how the 'hard out FYHS' students study for most of their lives and don't go crazy. As crazy as this may sound, I think I need stress to...

So, the Producing and Assistant Directing exams were a joke.  I breezed though both of them with in 10 minutes.  We'll see how I did. Other than that I just have to say, Fuk! I finally get my schedule turned back around and what do I go do?  I volunteer to work on a project outside of school this weekend.  Not so bad in and of itself, but it turns out this project is a night shoot.  From 6pm to 6am...

So the exams are finally over. There are no papers left. I've been deprived of writing out my fanfictions and plotbunnies over these three weeks, and during this time I've gotten a shitload of inspiration and ideas. Sadly, I can't really recall them with the same burning intensity that I felt when I first thought of writing them. So now that the exams are over, celebration is due. I still can't...

Your it. Why yes.  I am bored.

...pure epic. Epic fail, that is. The internet failed me, and saved me. I spent a few days without it, and well. It made me think. And I like it when things make me think. No, not really. Exams! :( Exams, exams, exams. It was the first time I had just cried over a math exam. Honestly! And Gah. :( I'm so stupid. I just wanted to let it out. But. I dunno. STILL not in the mood. I don't...

4 Midterms 2 three page essays One 10 page thesis paper I get to go to bed before 3:00 pm. Thank you Jesus.