...isn't physically possible is ? This is part of why I feel like an outside. I feel as though I do, or should, have knowledge that insiders don't. I feel I exist outside of people and the world. I feel extraplanar, like I am shifted slightly above everything else. I guess it probably has more to do with spending too much time with books and computers and too little time with reality. But, I wonder...

      So this morning I wasn’t feeling well and ended up missing class to sleep and rest in an attempt to feel better now.   I do feel better, so I suppose it worked, though I’m sorry that I ended...   I rarely dream about myself, and usually dream about strange, interesting things like this, but lately I haven’t remembered many.   Glad I finally kept this one long enough to write most of it down.