...all due respect to Japan, this is just protecting something clearly wrong under the veneer of “culture.” This is shitty behaviour in any country and it shouldn’t be tolerated. Raising kids with fear is complete bullshit, and I’m not afraid to call it such, don’t-criticize-things-in-Japan admonitions be damned. I think I may be a few minutes late coming back from lunch… =) I have no classes after...
Something feels off. I wonder if it's just me. I believe it's safe to assume it is. I've finished the painting that has been bothering me the past month and everything is calm. I believe tea is in order... I'm not shining as I should and I can feel it. It's strange, I can actually feel it now. I worry that someone will notice. And ... no, I'm simply being stupid and insecure .... but I wonder ..
...of life offering us anything new." A quote from a review from the New York Times Critic Charles Isherwood. This is how I see most of our lives. Clinging to the comfort of the known, versus the fear of the unknown. During a mid life breakdown and redoing of my life in general, this was the apex of my understanding. Leave the life I had known or stay. Seems so simple now, but not true then....
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been searching all day for a sign from the past. it is so hot & humid here everything sticks to me and i may as well be much, much further south than i am. i'm still working on my damn zine - which is...of being accused of ripping off a certain famous Beat Generation author. it's just so damn warm that even cold beer don't help. and i am restless. and there are bats screeching outside the window
...stuck there, sort of hanging in it, a bit removed so that I did not have feel the full impact of his manic edge and gnash intolerances with him. i know i have behaved the same way he has -- loss and fear and scarcity, not a hunger for nourishment twd health, but a clawing gluttony that reminds me of old demons, moving cars I have leapt from. I went there feeling low from lack of sleep, and left there...
I didn't sleep at all last night and I know it's my fault. I was waking up at 11:30 am and going to sleep at 4 am. Yeah I know. Anyhoo, today was the first day of sophomore year. Yep I am officially a... To tell the truth I can't give speeches! Not even to a class of people that I know! I screw up, talk to fast, and stammer. Damn I fucked for sure. I just got to believe in myself, right? Right
Fire. I've always been somewhat scared of fire. I mean, it's a scary thing. It has the power to destroy something completely, it can burn and turn something to complete ashes as though it never existed...send our dryer out for an inspection. Better safe than sorry... For more info please visit http://www.sacenergyking.com/webapp/GetPage?pid=113 it's awfully interesting, and could save a dryer or two
Exposing one's deepest needs, darkest fantasies, most devastating and humiliating sexual urges is not something most of us EVER do. We keep some of those buttons hidden. They are protected that way. No...hold your intimacies private. That, even as the years go by, will hold what you whispered to them in the dark as you begged... well-- you get the idea. i need to tell someone mine. Privately.
