I am a little girl's play doll Stuffed in the corner of her room Next to the unused easy bake oven Adjacent to the Dust settled in my scalp Joints rusted from disuse Features distorted with misuse Sooner...shop down the street. I was her preferred toy Soft, Warm, affectionate All I wanted was her affection. She gave it to me. Till she tired I was left alone left for another plaything left - alon

... (11,12,14,16,19) Current decks: coffee > judgement > booty > pudding Future decks: frown > memory > zero Special deck : crossover Keeping (1st tier): armor/short Keeping (2nd tier): forget/pizza Keeping (3rd tier): nun/demon • Unless you're still new to the game, only trading buddies may offer "keeps," so see my post on how to become a trading buddy • I'm happy to cert cards...

fuckmylife. i booked the flight for my mom today. minne, amsterdam, berlin, then a train to slubice. wow. this'll be the second time shes missed my birthday, and the fifteenth time she didnt care and...forgot. fuck. is it so much to ask for you to remember the day. i dont kno why im so hung up, it doesnt even matter, im not important to her or to anyone else. why even bother with reminding her.

...each task and add it to the checklist in my mind. Though with all this work going on at the same time, I am unable to concentrate and focus on each piece of work. Being busy also allows me to forget any unpleasantness and previous transgressions. Once you are preoccupied with real issues, you forget petty little problems that you once felt weighed heavily on your mind. Currently: 'moving on...

Got through unlucky, and decided to switch a load of my priorities around...so I suppose I should update this XD. Card Post--> here! ;) Everything is sorted by priority; Currents(Lost > Sky>SOS) > Futures(10th>Horse) > Side Decks(Jenova > Burn) > Deck race Forget=Sketch=Wishes Currents (by priority) Lost [11, 17, 18, 20]

fuck. its made me all sad and disappointed. kinda stings too. i suppose ill forget all about it in a few days now that i know where i stand. what a fuck. i thought maybe someone NICE enough to call for your birthday that MAYBE i had misread him. nice to know i cant read people for shit.

Sometimes you forget yourself in the heat of the moment. You forget everything that is good and focus on the one bad moment. Even the smallest things can be blown out of proportion. In these moments of haziness, it is difficult to comprehend. Others are forcefully brought into it when there was no need. A purpose in which had no real purpose. There are things like this that make you wonder just...

... 19) will cert cosplay (1, 2, 4, 5, 6, 11, 12, 13, 14, 16, 17, 20) peace (1, 3, 5, 6, 12, 13, 14, 19) zero (1, 2, 4, 5, 6, 11, 12, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18) forget (1, 3, 4, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 18, 20) lancelot (all but 04) More Futures: tail (7, 8, 10, 16) will cert stalker (1, 5, 13, 17) will cert positive ( 2, 13, 17, 19...

...I could still see you even in my dreams... What we had was long been over, even your name was buried, eradicated too long ago from my mind. Yet your face haunts me in my dream, making it impossible to forget when your face is so near and your voice so clear. Are you still waiting for my explanation? Are you still hoping that one day I'd show up and reveal the truth that I have kept hidden for so long...

Over the past 2 years I have come out of relationships, friendships and grown up as a person. It’s true, the only person you can really depend upon is yourself. It isn’t the nicest reality, but it... I wrote your name in the sand but the waves washed it away, Then I wrote it in the sky, but the wind blew it away, So then I wrote it in my heart and thats where it will stay...