Kelz and I went thrifting today. God, it was so fun just to get out of the damn house. I hate being a hermit, seriously. But, anyway, it was so fun. We just kinda wondered around looking at the funny...Like, we literally both got into it and there was still some room. TWO GIRLS ONE DRESS . OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I found this cute zip-up hoodie there. Its adorable and it fits perfectly

So today was okay until my family got home. My mom and sister started to fight and then i left and cried while walking. While i was walking i just wanted to walk over to kaites but no she moved which...on crack! (Oh the Irony!) and now here i am. I need to go to bed though. I just have to check this stuff. its my only real connection to my REAL friends. =) anywoo I love you all. Toodles. Morga

So today was really boring. I really did nothing. I watched K-Pax which is a good movie. and did laundry. I also watched alot of music videos on the TV. I also mowed the lawn it looks awesome!  after...universe. ya know? its just fucking annoying. i dunno im just annoyed by alot tonight. espically my family. but tomorrow im going to lagoon so i  cant really complain. Okay im going now.  Toodles. Morgan

So. Going to bat for Bryan once again about my parents and their thoughtless gifts. Mom says, "It should just be accepted." But yet, she's regifting a ton of shit this year from people. She's a hypocrite...consider that person's feelings on the subject, how can your gift actually BE a gift. What the fuck ever. I'm sick of my family acting as if their opinion is the only one in the world that fucking matters

The holidays arrive like a plague - only this year for some reason I'm having a REALLY hard time being around his family. It's like, I want to give everyone an accountability meeting. In my fantasy, everyone...that life is too fucking hard and that they deserve a break. "I shouldn't have to pay for this doctor bill" "I shouldn't have to pay for this" SOMEONE HAS TO YOU MISERABLE SELFISH FUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mom is making a website for Mikala... she /bought/ a domain name. That costs $10 a month. SERIOUSLY MOM. IS THAT REALLY NECESSARY?! You don't even have a fucking job... can't you use a FREE website...if I'm going to get any sleep tonight. I hope I don't. I want to lay in bed and not give a single fuck about anything but myself. ME ME ME ME ME ME. I WANT TO BE VERY SELFISH. D < RAWR. RAAAWR.

Silly Mommy. Don't fucking take your frustration out on me, I will not take that shit sitting down. Oh noes, Angel called and I didn't answer the phone~. Shut up already. I didn't expect him to call...WATCH ALL THE WAY THROUGH. BUT TOTALLY HATIN' ON DEGRASSI RIGHT NOW. tl;dr : Mom's a bitch, RPs are awesome but sadcakes, and Canadian teen dramas make me sad. Sad music and movies make me happy

Apparently it was a good thing that I went to Bryan's last night. Dad got on it with Mom and this time blamed her for our financial woes. She called him a bully. He took my truck to Indian Springs, but...feel better is... well, I can't say, because it might trigger others. But you know, he's probably going to yell at me anyway. I hate living like this, in fear of what my father will do to my psyche

Is it considered paranoia if I put a password on my computer because mom said she was getting tired of me being up all night? I don't think it is, considering the last time she expressed such things to...finally be expanded on. XDD; After four years of widdling away at it, I've finally gotten several of my original race ideas pretty much worked out and written down. Good god, I procrastinate terribly.

I've not talked to Dad since he killed my confidence. I don't know when I will talk to him again. I certainly don't want to. Someone like him doesn't deserve to be treated with respect if he can't even treat us with respect. Maybe I should start eating properly again. Anyway, I have shit to do. Chores, homework. Writing maybe, if I can work myself up to it.