...of rejection and secrecy. After all that has been said, I find it hard to accept everything, even when I said I would. But I guess maybe its for the best that words of civility have been exchanged, to ease the pressures of growing up. If only our lives resembled that of the movies, easy enough to relate, but even easier to switch off at the end of the day, without carrying all this heavy weight.
* playing on the double meaning of enlightenment as physical illumination & intellectual understanding.re-enacting literally the familiar opposition of dark, mysterious nature and enlightened culture...the sound is loud and unpleasantly monotonous humming the entire time continuous shift; discovery......(for a years' end, for new works, for a new year, 2009.) euphoria (this feeling) induced; ! =)
I hate that I have to brush my hair And wash it every day I hate that I have to sit and think Of what I should say I hate that I can’t do things I love Because it’s no longer cool ... And no longer wants to play I hate that I have to sit and think Of what, if anything, I should say. Written after talking to B and L about the current situation with our friends
This story I heard from my daughter's teacher. I don't know who wrote it and I'm not sure that I translated it 100% correctly, but most of it should be fine. Please enjoy: =========================... Even if it will take him long, or if he has to exert, and even if he will fails for several times, that’s how his wings gets strong, that’s how he prepared himself for life. Have a wonderful day.
I've been thinking about how this is documenting my growth. How, I voice many opinions here, yet they're all changed shortly after. Or, at least, by now. I've been reading things on here, thinking about how I was back then. I can't wait to here what my friends said into my voice memo thing. ^_^ KUYA is a licensed helicopter pilot. It is very exciting. [5466]
I'm reading an excerpt from Why Men Never Remember and Women Never Forget . I get to "A landmark study done in the seventies showed that women tended to coo at babies dressed in pink jumpsuits, while... They raised three boys, apparently. -_- And apparently all three of us have needed to be the center of attention all our lives. We always had to be held and around everyone or we cried. [5461]
So I've decided how my classes are helping me grow as a person and someday, a writer. My linguistics classes are just fun. So that's a given that I'm gonna study that. If you can have fun learning something...where he didn't speak the language and he had trouble coping with it. If this class experience doesn't help me portray that scenario with authority, then maybe becoming a writer should stay a pipe dream.
...a better time. We have always had great chemistry, but everything happened all at once. Am i still the jealous type? yes. Will that be a problem? I hope not. My bestie: It feels like she and I are growing apart. My good friend told me last night, "you were always a few step ahead of your friends and I was hoping I could've helped you before it got to that point." It's true though. Sure, they were...
