Fuck It, I'm Done. I'm tired of fucking trying when there's no effort on the other side. Being grounded,not talking for four days really made me depressed. I don't even know what I'm feeling. What...that always pulls me through If you reach deep inside you’ll see my heart is true ‘Cause I hate the way I feel tonight And I know I need you in my life Yes I hate the way I feel inside"

Sorry.   I've been grounded for the last week - reason I haven't been on here. I got suspended on monday after school because APERENTLY I threatened a teacher and then I almost got charged....one; I JUST met him two; I was on my period and three; I'm loyal to Brandon,even though he isn't totally mine. But I have to go have a shower and stuff so that I can straighten my hair for tomarrow.