26-11-08 Took a sleeping pill to put myself to sleep, saw a text from you that said 'Listen..I love u. N im sorry'. I didnt reply, i dont want to reply or call coz i know the moment i do, ill want u....on the other line, i am scared coz i dont want my insecurities popping up. I miss you so much, i miss the closeness we shared and i know ive taken away something good. Today was my 1st day without you