... That one kiss, that single, innocent, chaste kiss, from a girl I had barely met and would probably never see again had this effect on me. It had a huge effect on me. That girl, or what little I saw of her, became some sort of symbol for all women. Luckily for me, she was replaced. She was replaced exactly one year later, at the exact same place I had met her. I was hoping to see her again, but I found...

I miss my mother again, shes up there in tampa still, will be for another month :! my father leaves this week to be there for an entire month We are going to get threw this. Ive been giving them half...thinking about whats coming up. Halloween is coming up, Im excited. I have alot on my mind lately. alot of decisions to make. life changing decisions. on another note. thanks for the smiles, miss :

Today was really weird. I mean, I knew I was doing something wrong, but it was odd to finally hear something serious out of her. I'm so stupid, I can't mess this up. If she had just told me sooner. I feel so incredibly dispicable right now. I don't hang out with her, and I almost never call. I feel like beating myself over my head with a stick. Yeah. It's that bad. I can't keep blaming it on my crappy...

So it's done. I got a lot of work finished thankfully, but I'm not ready to go back to school just yet. I still have some essays to write, but I got some stuff done. I thought I would see her, but I didn't. That does bum me out, but I guess NOW she doesn't want anything to do with me. I'm fighting every urge and bone in my body not to go on her profile/blog. Not only did I lose an interest, I lost...

no seriously he thinks that he's waaaaay more important then anyone else in this world ...okay so sure he gives mey the basic needs but yeah he left out one ...the Ned to shop at hot topics every week...god make this happen to me and on top of all my problems ......the person i though was my "friend" isn't she lied....not just any lie a real life changing lie.........

Got high on weed for the first time in a while yesterday. It was cool. I did it with Will, Julia, and Phil, which is really awkward now that Olivia and Will just broke up (I think for good this time). Bummer. Still freaking out over college and stuff. Still working my ass off. Still thinking of her. Still trying to write something good. Anyways, that's just my little update for now. 

I gave her back anything that was hers, that had been hanging around my house.  I took back a couple things that were mine.  I gave her shit for not voting yesterday.  She gives cold hugs, so I don't bother trying anymore. I asked about a fellow who was in the shop today, and turned out he's married with 4 kids. Le Sigh. I've joined the rollerderby craze.  We're starting a team in town here. I'm...

HER next to me. :'(

Because it does. http://listen.grooveshark.com/song/Everything_Reminds_Me_Of_Her/7411744 I never really had a problem because of leaving But everything reminds me of her this evening So if I seem a little out of it, sorry But why should I lie?  Everything reminds me of her The spin of the earth impaled a silhouette of the sun on the steeple And I got to hear the same sermon all...

Not that I post much here, but in case anyone sees this I wanted to put a plug in for my partner, Christina. I nominated her for a tech makeover to help her out with school.  She is a photography major and is extremely lacking in the way of needed technology.  If you click here you can read her story and also vote for her:  http://www.needatechmakeover.com/2008/10/laura-needs-a-tech-makeover-because/...