...if I'm straight or not... I've had this argument with myself in the past. I had decided on bi, but then I decided I was straight. Now I think I might be just gay. XD Like, yesterday I went to go see Highschool Musical 3 with three of my friends and the one sitting next to me was like orgasming every time Zak Effron came onto the screen. I looked at all of the boyssweating and rippling their muscles...
I give up. Its just too painful to reservemy heart for someone who doesnt know i exist. Much to painful. So i give up on my beautiful kid. Even though it's still going to hurt for a bit, meh. -_-
this is so cliche. don't even get me started about it. i know, i know, i'm just a young'un in highschool with no self sense. i know i'm insecure. i know i have severe anxiety problems that amplify this a thousandfold. when i see someone looking at me, i get all paranoid that they're silently judging me and conspiring against me. the thing is, i'm an american girl in the rural zone, living with a bunch...
jeez, i sure am lazy. after getting home from school, i immediately crashed on the couch and slept until 8pm. it's a good thing i did most of my homework in school. otherwise i'd probably just fall behind...being my brain and my intestines. and, most likely, something involving my esophagus. acid reflux, they think. i'm going to stop complaining and go to bed again. good evening, think pleasantly. :
well, today was pretty damn awkward. i embarassed myself a couple of times. i hate it when i do that. the most prominentinstance was when i was leaving economics class, trying to cross the hallway and...part one of the seasons ending, yet another annoying kate flashback. pssh. the best shots are the ones with Sayid in it. muahahah. ;D i had might as well go work on that last bit of homework. lame.
have trouble updating this live entry journal thing. So I 25% recovered from my pass HELLFEVER that I had on wedsday and thursday! This fever consisted of a hella mothah fucking bad ass cunt licken...NOW. -I miss having a private spot to hang out during recess and lunch rather than an open field. IMISSEVERYTHING! I just hope things go more smoothly now that im in highschoool
just a short little thing that i wanted to get out there about kenny and i. it's just that after our little internet fight, our relationship is nothing but trying to make the other angry/jealous/sad. we...between us anyways.... ahh it makes me want to cry, thinking about him like this i have to harden myself again... think bad things... think about other way to make him hurt... -Molly *got from google*
for school. I really miss school, and I'm a lot more productive when I'm at the dorm. I also left a lot of my stuff there so I really wanna go back now. Sembreak Rating: Dull. Really dull. Couldn't get... Blackboards? Fans? Take them all away, just not the fans. How the heck are we going to take notes there and take the lessonsseriously? Yes, I just ranted. Oh well, back to my tedious life. Rawr.
Deareveryone from highschool, It makes me feel weird when you all get married and facebook friend me with a different name and wedding picks and baby pics and. I am not looking forward to our rapidly approaching high school reunion. Love, heather.
