It would be nice to go home to jackson for a few days. I came down to memphis with so much energy and optimism and i feel drained after only a month of being down here. I just need to rest up a minute...the money but i havent heard from her. I just need to get my car down here, try and get in school, a second job, etc. Ive been procrastinating so much. Post from mobile portal m.livejournal.com
Should be nearing dawn soon. I miss the sun - any sun- one or two or three, it doesn't matter. Solid ground under my feet and atmosphere and a real sky. Something besides the snow and the stars and...the Master - Voice] [He still sounds a bit hoarse, clearing his throat before he continues] For what it's worth... thank you. [ooc: lol, Cobra Commander he doesn't know you're you. D'aww. :P]
I miss this little bugger :( I wanna open a nursery or tadika nanti so that I can be surrounded by kids. I love kids :) But considering my 10 years bond with the government maybe payah . Maybe after that then, no? ....annnnd I love this candid picture! I think I homesick sikit. Baru jua balik . SIGH.
...time no update! I moved almost 2 weeks ago. It's been good so far. Living with my boyfriend has actually worked out great. He is clean, smells good, and cooks almost every night! lol I have just been homesick. I have been away from home before but I never have moved to a new place. I am only 1 hour and a half away from home and I have been to visit a few times so the drive is not bad at all. Wednesday...
...my place until July. And until then, I think the best I can do is just buck up, try to get out of the apartment as much as possible, and just go drink with strangers in the nearest bar ;) Being Homesick. This is an interesting one for me, and talk of "home" carries a lot of difficult emotions with it. I had an extremely close group of friends back in Arkansas, whom I had been with for sixteen...
Just a lil update of what I've been doing. I've been EXTREMELY SICK. FUCK MY LIFE EVERYTIME a guest comes over to visit me in Taiwan. I FALL FUCKING SICK. RAAAAGE. I feel so bad for Fiona because...something like, "NO FUCK YOU YOU ASSHOLE". So he ended up paying me HURHURHURHUR. I now have another design job thanks to Mike, though progress is a bit slow because I'm working with another person
She lives behind her frames, Oh how she wishes her home could be in the clouds. Over the top of her favorite city surrounded by no one. The view of the shores below make her cry from the beauty. Where...As the symbols crash and the pick makes beautiful notes in her ears. She breaths in and out with the bassists breaths. Her eyes close and she slips away for her last hour. Explosions in the sky
[ accidental video; Raze appears to be sewing something diligently, but his back is to the camera. He's also sparkling. ] ...Why am I even doing this? It's not like she's here . ... [ He goes back to his sewing anyway. ] Damn, it's weird not having her around...
[Ethan's sitting with his feet up in his room, watching the snow falling gently outside. He smiles as he watches it. He's also eating ice cream. Vanilla Ben & Jerry's ice cream with maple syrup poured on top, to be exact. With a few walnuts and maple candy scattered on top for good measure. He's just hanging out, enjoying the quiet. Missing home. That sort of thing.]
