worst weekend ever.  I hate that things went the way they did.  that whole party was loathsome.  and that is the last way I'll remember seeing one of my best friends before she leaves and her family movies. it fucking sucks.

Red Armwarmers... do not go with anything in my closet. But they're so very very pretty What to do when you lose touch with a friend. When you see each other, raise a hand to say hi, but barely look... I like to think that when I grow up, I would be a better person. That maybe, I would reclaim what I had in my childhood, when I would ponder philosophical questions and dare to be original. Maybe.

so I've totally been anti-social lately (as in not wanting to talk to people. not the personality disorder). I'm just so tired of... well, people. I'm tired of a lot of things, actually. but that is neither...schools 2. my favorite book is Juliette by the Marquis de Sade 3. I really like cake. a lot. especially red devil cake. THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. Eyes < <

A brighter world? I had the most bizarre and unsettling thing happen to me this morning. I was doing my usual stop for coffee and NYT perusal after my run in the hills and on my way to work. Of...able to respond because I wouldn’t know where the fuck to begin. I think I’ll try to respond tomorrow. But I am also wondering if it’s even possible. Maybe I should wait until after November 4.

.....Um. .........Uh. .............Saïx. Kiba. Um. I think. Er. Talking. We uh. I really don't like disasters.

Going to hang out with Delani today; have some grilled cheese and apple sammitches, watch some 24 or Clueless possibly, and take some pictures. I'm actually totally amped about these pictures, because...a model at all. Wow, what am I even talking about. Thanks for being you, Livejournal! In other news I am plain pumped to hang out with Delani in general c: nothing to see here, move along -hanna

Буває так: ти думаєш, що знаєш чого хочеш , насправді ж виявляється, що всі твої думки – логічний висновок, таке собі рівняння щастя, де є х, де є у… а бажань твоїх нема, нема душі, та й щастя теж. І от..., починаєш розуміти – ти не знаєш , не маєш уявлення... ...а можливо - маєш, але... боїшся їх, своїх бажань. Думи мої, думи мої, Лихо мені з вами... п.с.joes: все ок, малюю амагавд

Hello! Everyone, how are u guys? Just wanted to make a post and let u guys know i'm getting a new lj, so I'll post it when I get It :P

I'm wicked confused about....well, everything, really.  life.  people.  etc. my mind is all a mess. whatever. I have this theory on strangers.  see, I've come to realize that it's much easier to confide...what they might think of you.  it's just tiny things here and there until one day you realize there's this huge space filled up with things that you're not saying to each other. I just don't get it

I hope that my Bell would remember me years later if she ever got lost and became a wild dog!