My trigger for my anxiety/panic is feeling nauseous. I also have some chronic stomach problems. So I end up in the vicious cycle. I've been insanely spoiled/lucky to have my SO work across the street from...excited for him and his new job. But the anxious/irrational me, is so upset that he's not here. I know it's common to become this dependent on someone when you have anxiety. Anyone have any advice?
Guys Irritable Bowel Syndrome is the worst. Every time I go out to eat I have to poop at the restaurant Fun fact: I used to think no one would ever love me because I have Irritable Bowel Syndrome More...tragic and I think we've lost someone truly inimitable. He was a genius. HI It takes a real class act to talk about poop and then try to write a tribute to an icon in one entry huh. ;---; sorry
And if there's one thing that's for certain in life It's that today I'm gonna eat cereal, uhuhh Today I'm gonna eat cereal, I mean, come on, let's get our priorities straight And before you know it I'm out the door late Just trying to catch some rat or some race or somethin' This body of lyrics accurately describes my day thus far.
...must have been the wierd, wierd heat that was going on that day. Yesterday I felt fine but it wasn't amazing and I missed that day out but today I'm feeling a little poorly. It fucking sucks having IBS, I used to be really careful about what I ate. I thought it was gluten that set me off at one point so I didn't eat bread and pasta and biscuits/cake etc all in one day; I would only let myself have...
You put me back together In the perfect fashion Just watch my heart's reaction What is happening in my life? I haven't posted a general post in a long time because I've been busy and when I do finally...amazing and I've been able to avoid being sick nearly 100%. I feel free. Looking forward to shooting my friends' wedding in two weeks. I pictured you and me always And in this photograph we're safe
...the day wears on, the clothes get increasingly tight, to the point where I have to go around in a dressing gown because even very gentle waistbands are unbearable. That's my other good old friend, IBS. I was diagnosed with it when I was a child and told to say goodbye to coffee and chocolate, but these days as I understand it the idea is that what you eat doesn't make much of a difference. What...
You're everything that's fair In love and war This morning worship practice was a gongshow. All we were missing was the gong. Here's hoping tomorrow's practice goes better. I'm regretting being a part...out for the wide and open spaces And I want to wake up with the rain Falling on a tin roof While I'm safe there in your arms Your skin, oh yeah Your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful
We could dance all night To the sounds of a starting fight Hoping change would come around Amazing division How sweet the sound So today I finished my work in Printmaking. My prof put his hands on my...by next Thursday I'll be finished most of the major work I have before the end of University. The approaching finality is so surreal. You wash over me like rain And you wash over me like sunshine
Gut not so good today, was feeling a bit off yesterday, but it's been rough today. Ellie has been especially cuddly, and snuggled up to me when I went a-kipping on the guest (now cat's) bed. Feeling sick... sickles.... scickles.... syicles... little scythey things with proper curved cores... I'm sure there was something else I was going to mention on here, and it's completely left my head. Sleep?
