... I pushed him to his back and climbed on top of him. WOW! He felt better than I last remembered him. He was bigger than I remembered and he felt amazing inside of me. I wanted to let go of my inhibitions and just succumb to whatever he wanted. But I was still nervous about doing this. Eventually, he turned me on my stomach, got behind me and I got on all 4s and he entered me. The pleasure...
... especially since I haven't been paying attention or doing much work in class. This is obviously my teacher's fault. Hah. Sometimes it feels like I use drink as an opportunity to 'lose my inhibitions'. Only slightly though, so instead of losing them I weaken my grip on them. Or something. I hope I don't become too much like That Person, because that would really be awful. I also hope...
...to run to. In some ways there are certain mentalities that I wish I could leavebehind - my ridiculously high personal standards, the subsequent expectations people place on me, my stiffness, my inhibitions. However, these have already been letting up to meet comfort level lately. No, I don't care to run from that. Just for once in my life, I want to do something absolutely unpredictable and insane...
... stress from dealing with her father's illness and from financial/career uncertainties, unhappiness with changes in her body as we have grown older (she will be 50 this year), some just general inhibitions caused by southern "christian" upbringing, anger/depression from coming to grips with the reality that we will be a childless couple and anger at me for perceived infidelity (my activities...
I'm going to tell you about a fear I used to have. When I was 17 or so I was intensely afraid that I had no personality. I don't know if this is true or not, but I remember feeling like all my opinions... In case you couldn't tell, I don't intend for people that I know in real life to find this journal. I'm not particularly concerned if they do, but it's just not something I'm going to advertise
Challenge number-prompt: Challenge four-InhibitionsFandom: Kingdom Hearts Pairing: Kairi/Olette Authors Notes: Very short, very fluffly cute, I think~. To explain one thing, Olette came to visit Kairi on the island, and that's how the fic got to where it is. ( can't deny what I want, what I need )
4 - inhibitions [fandom] xxxholic [pairing] doumeki/watanuki [title] bomb shelters under your skin Egad, I hoped I worked the prompt into this thoroughly enough. And I have two questions: 1) can you write weekly challenge drabbles for a pairing you didn't claim & 2) can you write more than one for each challenge?
Challenge 4 - InhibitionsFandom: Blood+ Pairing: David/Kai Miyagusuku Title: A Moment Elapsed Author: Lucifer Hisaki ( mercy_slays / luciferhisaki ) Rating: PG-13 Fandom: Blood+ Pairing: David/Kai Miyagusuku Summary: David without any inhibitions was a man to be wary of, but also a man to be disappointed in. Word Count: 1000, even ( A Moment Elapsed )
...pathetic . Alright yo, come on, come on; you joined this community to write , didn't you? So where's all the writing gone? :/ Well maybe this week's theme will inspire you... - - CHALLENGE #FOUR: INHIBITIONS You've got until Friday the 23rd to write and post your entry. Now I suppose we're looking for about four entries, then I'll set up the voting and such, icontest-style, and we'll finally...