Title: this is how it goes Author: sunsetmog Fandom: Panic at the Disco Pairing: Brendon Urie / Jon Walker / Spencer Smith Rating: Adult Word count: 2,500 Beta by elucreh . Thank you...still there when they wake up, his mouth pressed up against Spencer's shoulder, his hand in Jon's. For the first time in months, Jon feels like he can breathe. Maybe this is how it goes.