Dear Diary, I can't really summarize my feelings right now as good or bad, so I'll just explain. Happy news first... I have kittens! I'm fostering some darling little kittens. There were about three weeks old when I got them a week and a half ago. It didn't seem too hard to nurse them every four hours... until I had to haul my butt out of bed at 4am. That was tough, but after a week I've gotten...