... Granted, that could change at any moment when Kuznetsov decides to wreak havoc with him. That entire incident dredged up some unpleasantness. When that corrupted priest took Adelaide from me, I saw Korvan Cindair again. His betrayal. I felt my throat breaking again, felt myself falling away into some dark place, watching her be swept away. Just like then, there was nothing I could do. I knew she...

...21: -We did it! I'm not entirely sure how we did it, but it is done. I do know that Daniel was outside messing with all his archaic crap and pulling down the ritual. Vincent had this epic duel with Korvan, who seemed a lot stronger than anyone ought to have. I found Adelaide moments from death and brought her back by giving her my own energy. I guess I actually gave Korvan some of my energy too?...

April 19: -As soon as I thought that night couldn't get any worse, Paige came along and proved me wrong. I probably owe her an apology. I've kind of been avoiding her since that night. But at the same... either. I'm not sure I can afford a new, nice one... maybe Paige has an old one she's not using that I could buy off of her? That would be a weird way to start talking to her again, though. Damnit

March [?], 1981: -Need to talk to Paige. I got sent out to the field earlier, I still don't really know why me, but it was for Vincent. And some of the others, but Vincent looked the worst off so I took...to. It was just coincidence. Right? ...Either way, I'm scared. I'm just sitting in my flat, and I'm scared. For once I'm glad that I don't look like my family, at least I get some sort of anonymity

...know if I've ever been so angry. I yelled at Vincent, even, though I didn't know it was Vincent at the time. I still think I had the right idea, though. If I didn't, then why did he listen to me? -Korvan's ball. I wanted to go, but Paige wouldn't hear of it. Then she calls saying Chase is going and there's some emergency, so we go anyway to make sure Chase is alright. At least, that's what we told...

Why am I here? Why am I in this blasted stinking waiting room? Why did I even bother to come back? It's not like Randy will want to see me! She hates me! Remember this Jay. She. Hates. You. And You're...cleaning that up! I'm not! She's going to blame me for this, I don't know why. But I'm almost certain of it. Some how this is going to be my fault and she's going to blow up and die hating me.....