So much I want to get done, and so little time to do it in...'Tis the fate of a high schooler in The Academy! Not much going on today, finally got around to telling J-sempai to stop following me everywhere...characters, Lyssia and Saeran...Saeran still needs clothes though. >.o; Didn't get to that yet, but it's already late so I'll be going to sleep! =3 Wants to stay up all night dreaming, ~Kaida
Holy crap, I haven't posted since Thursday? Huh. Ja, I've been tired so...I just kinda...fell asleepFriday...my Saturday didn't end until five this morning...and uh...here I am now. :3 So then! Friday...karma. Today I watched Heros which had been recorded for moi~ Also did a lot of dishes. I fear my hands permanently smell like dish water now... I just got started and now it's bedtime... ~Kaida
"Raised as Catholic he went to a monastery school and, interestingly, walked everyday past a stone arch which was carved the monastery's coat of arms which included a swastika." As a boy he wanted to...had to know that? Maybe I just felt I needed to put it out there, with his permission of course. *The MySpace link, links to his page, not MySpace in general. Blogged with the FlockBrowser
"Raised as Catholic he went to a monastery school and, interestingly, walked everyday past a stone arch which was carved the monastery's coat of arms which included a swastika." As a boy he wanted to...had to know that? Maybe I just felt I needed to put it out there, with his permission of course. *The MySpace link, links to his page, not MySpace in general. Blogged with the FlockBrowser
I am so sick of being afraid. He wants to berate me and make me feel awful about who I am. But I have wonderful people around me who can attest to the kind of person that I am. I only hope and pray that...really hard to not let it get to me. Oh goodness, today is a hard day. Why can't I just be free? I just want to care for me and my own. Asking for cosmic prayers. Sending universal blessings.
...journal. Private. So don't feel so ridiculous.) Failed before I started. Only, it won't be failure. I will continue!! I'm going to cut out either the INTJ forum or Gaia next. Today is.. just a lapse. Seeing as everything's gone wrong and the internet makes it okay. BLAH. Pathetic teenage angst. School Nurse must think I'm extremely strange. Cutting worse. Oh well. Today is just a lapse...
wow. another long one in between posts. daym. all started because of my dear cuz. she came down to kl last weekend. picked her up at 4am friday. at puduraya. fuked up place. jon and i just parked the...dinner with em. beer also of course. yesterday watched i am legend after some carls jr. power. loved the movie. i want to watch it in cinema again. and get the dvd. an emo entry coming later. maybe
Agenda is: 1. The boyfriend. - insert big throbbing heart here + pulsing aorta - 2. OMOH 3. The coffee. 4. Registration and the final head-chopping fall of the Math Grade Axe. 5. Love. :)) Art Star.
