Taken from ODAT If I am convinced that I am to a large extent "the captain of my soul" I can more readily accept the fact that I have the power to ward off misforutned, disappointments and other troubles...me except myself: the harm that I sustain I carry about me with me and never am a real sufferer except by my own fault." Ralph Waldo Emerson quoting St. Bernard, in the Essay on Compensation

...my slow way to town to the chemist to get some proper cystitis relief... and see where things go from there . So - back to more normal things... erm... am doing school work today - I got through ten lessons plans yesterday... out of the 20 I need to do before the end of the week - so that is not bad going and I am hoping that when if finish this afternoon - I can relax and maybe sleep out the pain...

Вчера я впервые была на лекции, в конце которой слушатели аплодировали лектору. Мне это понравилось, хочу добавки:). А еще я точно помню, как пылко кого-то убеждала, что Арджуна должен был пойти и замочить всех этимх симпатичных ему людей по ту сторону поля боя. Можно начинать бояться:).

A very sweet girl came over today to work on the old dungeon bench.  She got it all taken apart and it is not going to live to be 70 years old.  She's going to build me a new one over the next week or...  Bah.   Scribble scribble, read read, erase erase.  Mutter mutter.  I am so glad he caught that and I wasn't working from my fucked up cheat sheet.  *will name drop as soon as her web page etc is set u

Thursday, November 6, 2008 There are as many ways to use a cane as there are types of cane and flesh to use them on.   This class will show the best ways to cane numerous parts of the body including the...over.  Sanctuary membership is not necessary to attend. www.DenverSanctuary.com Club email Address: LoveSlave@comcast.net Club Telephone: 720-841-1076 www.MistressSaskia.com www.PavloviaDenver.co

In a way, I disagree with the U2 song, "Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own" because you abso-fucking-lutely CAN make it on your own. at the end of the day: --hotties really suck. they make you...others --no one really apologizes for his faults. (some do, but they don't look at you in the eye after) --real friends are those who are by your side. --and LASTLY, you can make it on your own !

A symph ony of strin gs sweet ly pierc es the quiet air. The choir inhal es. Then, sudde nly, the hall is ringi ng with voice s. Unbek nown to their thirs t, their ears began hasti...again on that stage and again within myself. The tears began to stream down and my breaths turned to sobs, against my will, as I cursed the fact that I should have become something by now.

...I was never allowed. Spoiled! to the tips of my toes to the roots of my hair, although I did understand value. Growing through my childhood, abandoned by all traces of friendship has taught me the lessons about holding onto something for as long as you possibly can. You never know exactly how long any happiness wills linger in your life.   Friendship and love are the two greatest aspects...

why does ice burn? I'm not really sure. I'm sitting here at 2am, picking the scabs of invisible wounds when I should be asleep, dreaming about flying. but I'm in front of the computer asking the question that keeps rising in my throat and threatening to swallow me.   why does ice burn?

I downloaded "hakuna matata" and "I just can't wait to be king", and was considering uploading to my iRiver but I know that if I do, I'll burst into song on the bus, and that's kinda embarassing. I LOVE...in front of the kids!" "oh, sorry." It means " no worries, for the rest of your days: it's a problem-free philosophy - HAKUNA MATATA " ~ burst into song now, please. RIGHT NOW!