...precise, but I had to keep up the pretence, so the actual number went up to about 60. All the blood I could drink, all the meat I could eat. Yep, I was one mean-ass son of amaster. Inside, I felt like dying. Just a moment of pause. It's fairly hard to go back to that time. Not the actual state I was living in, more so the state of mind I was in. A Black Nimbus was nothing compared to that. ...
so i just read this blog that kinda upset me a little bit... they implied that they didn't like me... even though the statement wasn't directed at me, and they were mad at some other people, it still hurt :/ i know i'm over those days when i felt this stupid need to please everyone, but i still have this urge to be liked, y'know? i think everyone does... but to know that they don't just stings...
все хочу кошатину ) Латинское название: Felis (Otocolobus) manul Pallas, 1776 Другие названия: Палассов кот, Pallas cat, - назван в честь Питера Паласса, который открыл манула на побережье Каспийского... полная длина тела 70-96 см: из них длина тела 52—65 см, хвоста 21—25 см; высота и ширина уха по 5 см; высота тела у передних лап (в холке) около 25 см. Вес: 3-4,5 кг Приручению НЕ поддаются..
...going on walks latley, and thinking about life. I reliezed my bestfriend and i RARLEY talk and we are seperating. I need advice ): When i take walks, i always end up telling myself a story. I mean, like im a differant person, descrbing the life i wish i had. It is weird. :/ nohomework today! (: and tommorow is a halfday. woo. I cant tell my best friend about some things that are happening. im too...
... I think I retained most of my other grades. But I have a bad feeling about my Fil, I've been barely passing the tests, but I got an 1.00 in one LT. Well, come what may ack. In Iego's words, Bahala na si Batman. Hmmm. I'm planning on putting a table for my grades but it would take too much time. So I'll just shout this out now... I HAVE A WORDPRESS NOW!!! Weeeeeeee. Just likeeveryone else.
...by them all night...and he acted totally oblivious. Did he not realize that if he kept touching me and holding me, that people would get the wrong idea? That it would give me a nosebleed? (don't know why anyone would know that). I'm so confused. Now I know, but what shall I do? WHY CAN'T LIFE BE EASIER??? Good golly, I soundlike an irrational person...LOOK AT WHAT THIS IS DOING TO ME!!!
i CAN'T believe i EVER like him. EVER. i was just so goddamn BLINDED by him that i couldn't see clearly, like i could during freshman yr, when i thought it was never possible that we would start dating. it's been two weeks since we cut off all communication, and guessthe hell what? he was LYING to me. IT WAS ALL LIES. i was NOTHING to him. just another girl, his summer fling between miata and his...
...starts in: 3... 2... 1... Go. -------------------------- ------------ I may be tough, but not mentally. I may be strong, but not emotionally. I may seem like I'm puting myself down, But I'm not. I'm simply writing a poem. I may be a goofball, but not all the time. I may be a teenage therapist for all you guys, but I don't wanna be one when I grow up....
