i  stare at you at nights. you were there when i first kissed him. i fell in love with you at an unkown time. you console me when i'm down. i look up and you make me smile for a few days once a month....forms a vacuum inside of me at times, when i remeber him. the times we both stared up at you and promised forever love. thank you for being a witness to what could have been, a happily ever after story

 empty... thinking of wanting so much  my stomach feels angry once again you know  that feeling when you feel it so strong that you feel you might explode? thats how i feel. my heart is lonely i need a... ummm... perhaps tom.... ummmm. perhaps i think thats it live love laugh kiss me. love me. squeez me. miss me.  fuck you ahhhhhhh dam it not this feeling again i will be okay... maybe tomorrow.  x

Sept. 27th: Kaya, Versailles in Yokohama Aug. 16th: Tokyo Metropolis II Aug. 17th: Miyavi tour final AKASAKA Blitz Aug. 26th: SuG one-man in Ebisu  Sept. 19th: Kaya tour final Shibuya Nov. 17th: Mix... and keep me company, please comment!  The majority of lives I attend, I am solo, so it'll be nice to chill will other fans. Also, anyone love me enough to make me a sexy Kaya layout? 83 0888

woah.. I, beginning to run out of words... it's kind of weird because  here I am writing a journal to express my thoughts which i usually hide in my poems. Guess it's still comfortable anyway. ok.....guy the next, it's as if i do not exist. Yeahyeah, maybe he's busy. busy with math.. BS Mathematics. I don't know. I feel so lonely. like i'm always alone, not appreciated. God, help me.

Haha the title sums up my vacation.. but how would sun and moon speak for my vacation... well, let's not dilly-dally anymore... Okay, a bit of explanation first... Helio moments are moments that re fun..... haha so happy.... Luna: I have to go back to the city and face reality.... Yeah.. Life really is Helio nad LUna if you think about it... haha peace out people... Hector_Franco_826 **six for six**